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Shri Manah-siksa  Ragunath das Goswami
Verse One


Translation

O MY UNCOMPREHENDING INNER SELF, my dear brother mind, I humbly prostrate myself before you. Taking hold of your feet, I beseech you, please give up all pride and surrender fully to Shri Guru, to the spiritual abode of Vraja-dhama, to the residents of Vraja, to all the Vaishnava devotees of the Lord, to the sattvika-brahmanas, to the holy name of the Supreme Lord, and to the ever-fresh and youthful Divine Couple of blossoming beauty, Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna, and in this way quickly develop sublime attachment to Them.


Shri Bhajana-darpana

Falling humbly at the lotus feet of Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami, who is respected throughout the universe as a spiritual master, I commence this Shri Bhajana-darpana, which is a commentary on his book Shri Manah-siksa. Shrila Raghunatha severed all family attachments and took complete shelter at the lotus feet of Lord Gauranga, who advented in Kali-yuga as the most munificent incarnation of the Supreme Godhead. On Lord Gauranga's request, Shrila Svarupa Damodara Gosvami revealed to Raghunatha dasa Gosvami all the recondite conclusions of scriptures on the science of unalloyed devotion. These twelve verses of Shri Manah-siksa are therefore the source of life and inspiration to the entire Gaudiya Vaishnava community, for by instructing his own mind, Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami teaches all Gaudiya Vaishnavas.

This is the essential spiritual question: What is the living entity's prime duty when he finally develops heartfelt faith in the topics of Krishna consciousness, a faith which itself is the result of so much piety? Shri Manah-siksa answers this important question, and in Shri Bhajana-darpana, every point in these verses is explained in detail, and all the inner esoteric meanings revealed.

Two types of spiritual masters
There are two types of spiritual masters: the diksa-guru and the siksa-guru. The unalloyed devotee who completely destroys all anarthas, or unwanted desires in one's heart, by bestowing transcendental knowledge of one's sacred relationship with Lord Shri Krishna, is known as the diksa-guru. And the pure devotee who instructs and guides the disciple in the confidential service of Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna is the siksa-guru. Both are manifestations of Krishna and are equal in all respects, and they both should always be held in the highest esteem as objects of worship and loving service,

Vrndavana-dhama and the devotees
Shri Vraja-dhama is the holy abode of Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna's transcendental loving pastimes. Gokula, Vrndavana, Nandagrama, Govardhana, Yavata, Radha-kunda and Syamakunda are some of the many different sites within Vraja where they perform Their lila.

Shri Vraja-basi-jana are the pure devotees who actually reside in the sacred dhama and render loving service to Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna. They do not aspire even for Valkuntha, what to speak of desiring any sense enjoyment or liberation. In order to render loving service to the Divine Couple they reside in Vraja in person or by meditation, and they are therefore considered to be the very highest level of devotees, or most advanced uttama-adhikaris.

Sujanas are devotees who belong to the four Vaishnava Sampradayas. Many of them reside in Vraja but not in their spiritual forms. This means that they are present in Vraja but do not worship Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna in the mood of the Vrndavana pastimes. Instead, they worship Radha-Krishna in the mood of Rukmini-Dvarakadisa in Dvaraka, or as Laksmi-Narayana with feelings of awe and reverence. As intermediate devotees they are called madhyama-adhikaris.

Brahmanas strictly following the rule of varnasrama-dharma, teaching the science of Vaisnavism, are known as bhusuragana. They are neophyte devotees, or kanisiha-adhikaris.

Initiation and mantras
The mantra which the disciple receives directly fmm his spiritual master is known as sva-mantra, one's original or principal mantra. In order to ensure spiritual success, it should be chanted diligently. Hari, Radha-kanta, Krishna, Govinda, etc., are the Supreme Lord's principal names. When He is called Patitapavana, paramatma, brahman, etc., these names are known as His indirect, or secondary names. One should take shelter of the principal names of the lord, particularly the maha-mantra:

hare krishna, hare krishna, krishna krishna, hare hare
hare rama, hare rama, rama rama, hare hare

Surrender without pretense
Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami defines surrender as the external indication of one's internal cultivation of unalloyed love and attraction for the lotus feet of Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna. Illusion, deceit, pretense, ignorance, deviousness, and committing offenses are different aspects of pride. For in practicing bhakti, or devotional service, cultivation of desires and aspirations other than those that augment one's pure love is considered pretense. When there is a predominance of fruitive activities, empirical knowledge, or practice of yoga in the execution of one's bhakti, ignorance increases and causes one to lose whatever true knowledge he has gained. In other words, when service to Radha and Krishna is contaminated by any negative or unfavorable mood or practice, it becomes covered by maya, or illusion. These are all obstacles which must be removed from the path of pure bhakti, until one is freed from the false pride born of varnasrama-dharma, material accomplishments, and forgetfulness of one's original spiritual identity.

Self-realization is pure attachment
Therefore self-realization, or true identification with one's spiritual nature, is the purest form of attachment. The living entity's original and thus constitutional position is as an eternal servant of Shri Krishna. It is only by the force of illusion and material conditioning that the soul develops attachment for transient material things. Because Lord Krishna is the Soul of souls, or Super-soul, only on the platform of pure devotion to the Supreme lord can one be situated in and attached to one's real life. As much as one's attachment is concentrated in Krishna consciousness, to that degree it is known as sublime attachment.

The point is that one must anxiously strive to develop this kind of attachment to Lord Krishna and His devotional service, never becoming complacent and thinking, 'If luck favours me, it will automatically happen.' As one performs the practices of bhakti yoga in the association of pure devotees, one's inner spiritual strength gradually manifests itself more and more, and the results of fruitive activities begin to dissipate. So by the practice of sadhana-bhakti, without doubt one will attract the mercy of the pure devotees and the Supreme lord Krishna Himself.

Association leads to faith and Initiation
The essential spiritual advice in this purport is this: as long as the results of fruitive activities are not dimnished by the purifying association of saintly persons, sraddha or faith, will not occur. Without proper faith one remains unqualified to hear transcendental topics, and thus assimilate spiritual instructions. However, if faith dawns in one's heart, his very first step is to accept initiation from a bona fide diksa-guru, to receive a mantra for constant worship, and to render loving devotional service to the Divine Couple Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna. One should chant this mantra and worship both the initiating and instructing spiritual masters with great attachment, never thinking that the guru is merely a great sage--rather, that he is one's most intimate and well-wishing friend.

Instructions to the devotee
The three kinds of Vaishnava devotee — kanistha, madhyama, and uttama — should be offered respect according to their stations and served affectionately to their satisfaction. The aspiring devotee should cultivate true attachment to the holy name and to the mantra bestowed on him through the diksa-guru by the Soul of his own soul, and should offer himself in full surrender to Them.


VerseTwo
Translation

O my dear mind, please do not perform the religious activities described in the Vedas, or the sinful activities also designated in the scriptures. The ultimate conclusion of the Vedic literatures is that the Divine Couple Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna is the supreme object of worship, and that loving service to Them is the most relishable experience of all. Therefore, 0 mind, engage yourself fully in serving Them with love and devotion. Always meditate on Lord Shri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, the son of Mother Saci, understanding Him to be absolutely non-different from Shri Krishna, the son of Maharaja Nanda. 0 mind, meditate as well on Shri Guru, who is the dearmost devotee of Lord Mukunda, Krishna.


Shri Bhajana-darpana

The advice which Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami gave us in the first verse was to extirpate all our pride, but naturally this poses some problems. How can a living entity support and maintain himself if he engages full-time in devotional service to Lord Krishna? How can one lead a normal active life if he gives up the prescribed duties that regulate religious and occupational activities as well as the sins committed in the course of everyday life? A second problem arises: if one directs his devotion singlemindedly to Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna, how will he be able to behold Shri Krishna Chaitanya? What is his position? The third question is this: in what devotional mood should one meditate on the spiritual master?

Pious and Impious activities
The Vedas state that a person's every deed comes under one of the only two categories: pious or impious. If he is to restrict himself from all activities, how can he possibly survive even for a moment? But please note that Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami is not suggesting that one cease all physical activities, impious or otherwise. There are two classes of living entities in the world, the self-realized and the ignorant. The ignorant cannot work without rules and regulations, for when they act independently of scriptural ordinance their activities turn inauspicious and immoral. The Vedas have therefore categorized all man's activities into pious and impious for their sake. Those who possess knowledge of the soul and the soul's true spiritual identity are self-realized, and therefore scriptural rules and regulations are not meant for them. Scripture instructs them to embrace the path of self-realization, which is the process of surrendering to Lord Shri Krishna— in other words, to cultivate unalloyed loving devotion to the Personality of Godhead.

A pious and faithful person belongs to this latter category, and thus Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami advises him not to become entangled in either pious or impious activities, but to engage in unlimited devotional service to the Divine Couple, Radha and Krishna. All the necessary activities in a sadhaka’s, or a practicing devotee's, life must be dovetailed into direct service to the Supreme Divine Couple.

The Lord Is the supreme enjoyer
When the sadhaka is thus strictly practicing varnasrama dharma he naturally performs all his activities as service to the Supreme Lord. Householder devotees especially should establish Deity worship in their homes, thus making the Deity the center of all their activities and worship. The grhastha earns money, maintains his family property, protects his assets, builds a home, etc., everything being executed in the mood of service to the Lord. He never tries to take the position that he is the only enjoyer of the results of his actions. He even performs the sraddha ritual as mentioned in the Hari-bhakti-vilasa, but only as service to the Lord. Thus, when his devotion matures and he becomes ready to graduate from the strict regulations of varnasrama-dharma, he can very easily live in Vraja-dhama and engage wholly in serving the Divine Couple in the spiritual mellows appropriate to his spiritual identity. Even those who continue to live outside Vraja may reside there through meditation.

Devotees must worship Guru-Gauranga
One should always meditate on Lord Gauranga, knowing Him to be non-different in every way from Shri Krishna, and on Shri Guru, knowing him to be Lord Mukunda's dearest devotee. Without first remembering and worshipping the spiritual master and Lord Gauranga, one cannot render pure loving devotional service to the Divine Couple Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna. Deviation from this process will curb all spiritual advancement. If one attempts to worship Lord Chaitanya separately and independently, one is unable to understand how He is non-different from Lord Krishna. When knowledge of the Lord's fundamental oneness becomes firm, however, remembrance of Lord Chaitanya is inseparably interwoven into the texture of worship of Shri Krishna.

The guru is known as mukunda-prestha, or very dear to Lord Mukunda, the Supreme Lord who gives liberation from the pangs of material bondage. The devotee should think, 'Lord Krishna has sent Shri Gurudeva to deliver me', and in this way everything is perfectly harmonized upon one’s realizing that the spiritual master is a loving confidante and maidservant of Shrimati Radharani.


Verse Three

Translation

My dear mind, if you are eager to reside in Vrajadhama and execute devotional service on the platform of ragatmika-bhakti, as well as to yearn for direct service to Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna, then simply desire to remember and worship birth after birth the lotus feet of Shri Svarupa Damodara, Shrila Rupa Gosvami, Shri Sanatana Gosvami and all the other associates of Shri Chaitanya, who are the recipients of His mercy.


Shri Bhajana-darpana

The question may be raised whether it is possible to attain ragaimika-bhakti and reside in Vraja-dhama if one has taken diksa and reciecved instruction from a disciplic succession other than the Gaudiya samapradaya. The execution as well as the goals of devotional service are divided into three categories: sadhana-bhaki', or dutiful devotional service executed according to specific rules and regulations; bhava-bhakti, or rendering spontaneous service, which is superior to regulative devotional service; and prema-bhakti, or spontaneous and unalloyed love.

Shrila Rupa Gosvami says in Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu 1.4.15-16:
"In the beginning one must have a preliminary desire for self realization, for this will elevate him to the stage of attempting to associate with saints who are spiritually advanced. He then becomes initiated by an elevated spiritual master, and it is under the tutelage of the guru that he actually begins the process of devotional service. For it is only by executing devotional service under the guidance of such a spiritual master that one becomes freed of all material attachments, attains steadiness in self realization, and thus acquires a real taste for hearing about the Absolute Personality of Godhead, Lord Shri Krishna, a taste that leads one forward to attachment for Krishna consciousness. This matures into bhava, the preliminary stage of krishna-prema or transcendental love of God, the highest perfectional stage of spiritual life."

Sadhana-bhakti
Sadhana-bhakti has two divisions: vaidhi-bhakti, or regulated devotional service, and raganuga-bhakti, or spontaneous devotional service.

Shrila Rupa Gosvami describes vaidhi-sadhana-bhakti in the following manner [Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu]:
"When the inclination toward sadhana-bhakti is inspired by scriptural injunctions and not by spontaneous attraction, it is called vaidhi-bhakti. Such rules and regulations are stringent and are executed in a mood of awe and reverence and opulence. This stage is therefore sometimes called ma?yada-vada, or the path of reverence, by spiritual authorities.

Rupa Gosvami describes raganuga-bhakti thus [Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu 1.2.270-272]:
"The loving devotional sentiments that are perfectly manifested in the eternal residents of transcendental Vraja are known as ragatmika-bhakti, or raganuga-bhakti. To discuss raganugabhakti, it is necessary to analyze ragamiika-bhakti first. Natural and intense loving absorption in and an unquenchable thirst for contact with the most worshipable object, Lord Shri Krishna, is called raga. Devotional service embellished by raga is called ragatmika-bhakti, which is of two kinds: kamarupa (amorous) and sambandha-rupa (relational).

"In order to become eligible for raganuga-bhakti one must develop intense greed (lobha) to follow in the footsteps of an eternal associate of the Supreme Lord who is a permanent resident of Vraja-dhama, and is one hundred percent steeped in the mood of ragatmika-bhakti. It is from such a pure devotee that one obtains the ragatmika mood. The symptoms of one who has developed lobha is that he is spontaneously attracted to the loving sentiments and the character of eternal associates of the Lord, like Nanda Maharaja and Mother Yasoda, after hearing about them from revealed scriptures such as the Bhagavatam. Situated in this loving mood, he does not care at all for the rules and regulations of the scriptures. Yet as long as attraction, or rati has not blossomed within his heart, the devotee remains on the platform of vaidhi bhakti, which is marked by adherence to scriptural injunctions and favorable stipulations."

All devotees perform vaidhi-bhakti
While actually residing in Vraja, one must become absorbed in remembering and meditating on the pastimes of Lord Shri Krishna and those of His confidential associates whose devotional sentiments one desires to emulate. By so doing, he becomes attached to the same devotional taste. He should develop an attachment to constant hearing about these pastimes. Sadhakas who hanker after decorating their basic devotional mood with the spiritual sentiments of their favorite associates of the Lord have to render service to Shri Krishna by following in their footsteps. As a sadhaka he renders service in his material body, and as a siddha, or perfected soul, he renders service in a suitable spiritual form. Well known among knowledgeable persons is that in vaidhibhakti, devotional activities like hearing and chanting are always being performed by devotees, and are important functions in raganuga-bhakti as well.

Bhava-bhaktl or rati
Beyond sadhana-bhakti lies bhava-bhakti, or rati, loving attraction. In his Ujjvala-nilamani, Shrila Rupa Gosvami describes rati as 'a complete and mature spiritual state that may ripen even further into mahabhava'. Thus rati is eagerly sought after by the very best of the liberated and perfected devotees of the Lord. When rati steadies, the first stirrings of prema, spiritual love, capture the devotee's heart. Variegated in nature, prema, or steady attraction (rau) are analyzed according to their many transformations: sneha, mana, pranaya, raga, anuraga, bhava, and mahabhava. The development of devotional sentiment from rati to prema is compared to sugarcane juice. As it is cooked, it gradually thickens into molasses, then syrup, then sugar, and ultimately into crystallized sugar candy. Similarly, in pure spiritual love there are progressive transformations, each of which learned saints term a different stage of prema. Lord Shri Krishna reciprocates with each of these loving sentiments in sublime pleasure and love.

The essence of spiritual mellows
The esoteric conclusion here is that loving conjugal exchanges in Vraja-dhama are the very essence of all spiritual mellows, and if this spiritual current is at all present in other spiritual stages, it is there only in restricted degrees. Lord Chaitanya's advice is, therefore, to accept great devotees like Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami, Shrila Rupa Gosvami and other unalloyed devotees, who are the recipients of the Lord's special mercy, as one's very own instructing spiritual masters, or siksa-gurus.

It should be remembered that loving devotion in the mood of ragatmika-bhakti is rarely attained, if at all, then only after many lifetimes of rendering devotional service. However if one receives the causeless mercy of the Lord and His pure devotees, ragatmika-bhakti is achieved very quickly.


Verse Four

Translation

My dear mind, you must categorically relinquish all frivolous and mundane talk, which is like a prostitute who steals all your intelligence and resolve. The desire for liberation is equally evil, for it is like a terrifying tiger, devouring your very being. I further request that you even abandon your attachment to Lord Narayana, the husband of Mother Laksmi, the goddess of fortune, who offers the grand benediction of residence in Vaikuntha. I simply and humbly request that you live in Vraja and worship Shri Radha and Shri Krishna, for They bless Their devotees with engagement in Their devotional service.


Shri Bhajana-darpana

Like prostitutes, mundane subjects plunder a man's knowledge and his resolve. A prostitute cunningly relieves her customers of their riches, and mundane talks rob a man of his wealth of knowledge. After all, one's predilection for spiritual upliftment is his only treasure, and such a treasure is everything to the sincere transcendentalist. Grossly materialistic subject matters and dealings with topics unrelated to the Absolute Truth plunder this treasure because they are unreal, illusory, and temporary.

The real price of pure devotional service
Dabbling in scriptural injunctions that deal only with temporary and mundane goals, such as greed for wealth, close association with women, or keeping the company of people overtly attached to women, are considered gross materialistic activities. Any desire for association with such activities is tantamount to mundane talk.

Shrila Ramananda Raya, in commenting on the heart's proclivity, says [quoted in Shrila Rupa Goswami's Padyavalil:

"Pure devotional service in Krishna consciousness cannot be had by pious activity in hundreds and thousands of lifetimes. It can be obtained, however, by paying one price only: intense greed to obtain it. If it is available somewhere, anywhere, one must purchase it without delay."

Impersonal liberation rejected
Mukti, or liberation, means impersonal brahman liberation, or merging into the brahmajyoti effulgence of the Supreme Lord. Also known as sayujya-mukti, it essentially abrogates the soul's individual identity and existence. And so, even attempts to establish the reality of brahman by this process result only in confusing verbiage. The truth of the matter is that the omnipotent Supreme Personality of Godhead is the one and only unsurpassable absolute principle.

The Supreme Lord's potencies are eternal. The supra-mundane eternal potency which acts as His internal spiritual energy manifests His transcendental pastimes, and as His external material energy, or maya it produces both the unlimited cosmic universes and the gross and subtle material bodies of the conditioned living entities. His marginal energy expands as the countless souls in the creation.

All the Lord's potencies are therefore eternally engaged in rendering service to Him. The atheists, those inimical to the Lord or who have no faith in His transcendental pastimes, pretend to create a utopia by the self-destructive process of merging into brahman, the impersonal feature of the Supreme Godhead. Such a course resembles the prisoner who attempts to end his suffering by committing suicide. One must meticulously avoid associating with people who are devoted to this kind of liberation, and reject all activities and knowledge pertaining to it.

Shrila Rupa Gosvami comments on this subject in Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu [1.2.22-23]:

bhukti-mukti-spriha yavat
pishaci hridi vartate
tavad bhakti-sukhasyatra
katham abhyudayo bhavet

shri-krishna-caranambhoja-
seva-nirvrta-cetasam
esam moksaya bhaktanam
na kadacit sprha bhavet

"As long as the fierce desire for sense gratification and liberation persistently haunt one's heart, how can the taste for devotional service ever blossom in it? An impure heart is the last place for pure devotion to take refuge in and thrive. Pure devotees, in fact, engaged in rendering loving service to the lotus feet of Shri Krishna always experience overflowing happiness and bliss, and therefore they never even think of liberation."

Liberation in devotional service
Vaikuntha in the spiritual sky is the abode of Lord Narayana, where He is worshipped reverentially with great pomp. By worship and service one can attain His abode through any one of four kinds of liberation: samipya (close association with the Lord), sarsthi (having the same opulence as the Lord), salokya (living on the same planet as the Lord), and sarupya (obtaining the same form and features as the Lord).

Shrila Rupa Gosvami elaborates on this subject in Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu (1.2.55-56]:

"We mentioned earlier that all five types of liberation, samipya, sarsthi, salokya, sarupya, and sayujya (or becoming one with the Lord) should be rejected. It is, however, worthwhile to mention that except for sayujya, liberation is not entirely detrimental to bhakti, or devotional service to the Personality of Godhead. One hears how souls in any of the four conditions of liberation are actually blessed with devotion to Lord Krishna.

The liberated condition is of two sorts: one is dominated by a desire for happiness and opulence, the other is motivated by selfless loving service. Saintly devotees consider the former to be antipathetic to pure devotion, and thus unalloyed devotees, engaged in unwavering service to the Supreme Lord and thirsty to relish the nectar of sublime loving mellows, do not care for any of the forms of liberation. Among unalloyed bhaktas, those whose hearts have been captivated by the lotus feet of the son of Maharaja Nanda, Krishna, are indeed more elevated than others. They are in fact not attracted by the divine opulence of Lord Narayana, the Lord of Vaikuntha, or even by the grandeur of Shri Krishna, the husband of Queen Rukinini, in Dvaraka. Although there is no difference in principle between Lord Narayana and Lord Krishna, Shri Krishna is superior because He alone is the supreme reservoir of all ecstatic spiritual mellows. The highest transcendental exchanges find their full expression in the form of Shri Krishna."

In Shri Rupa Gosvami's Padyavali we find reference to this topic when Shrila Haridasa Thakura says (Padyavali 102]:

“There is no need to talk about attaining the heavenly planets or about becoming the Lord of the universe. I do not even want to hear the Vedic hymns that glorify liberation. My mind is enchanted by that brilliant bluish flash, whose complexion is similar to the color of a tamala sapling, who is always found in the forest groves on the banks of the River Yamuna."

Spontaneous attraction to Radha-Krishna
The Soul of souls is Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna. The spirit soul is the eternal servant of Their Lordships, and as such, he is the infinitesimal part and parcel of the Supreme Lord. His natural inclination, therefore, is spontaneous attraction for the Divine Couple. Although this attraction is the spirit soul's intrinsic birthright, and to intensify it is the true path of religious perfection, it nevertheless becomes covered over by ignorance and materialistic desires concomitant with its conditioned state.

Shrila Isvara Pun comments [as quoted in Padyavali 35-36]:

“Those fortunate pure souls dwelling in the secluded forests of the Himalayas may have their hearts overflowing with unparalleled joy from complete absorption in the Supersoul; but as far as I am concerned, I only desire to see within my heart the frolics of a cowherd boy whose complexion is more brilliant than a flash of blue sapphire, who embodies the love of the gopis and who sports in Vrndavana with nary a care.

“Let the poets continue to rave about poetry, and let the Vedic scholars incessantly praise the nectar derived from brahman realization. I myself will take shelter of a beautiful youth who is decorated wilt' a garland made of wildflowers, holding a flute to His blossoming lips."

Shrila Kaviratna adds (quoted in Padyavali 38]:

"My mind is uninterested in becoming an emperor, unattracted the opulence and luxury of Indra, unconcerned about obtaining the mystic powers of a yogi, and not at all eager to attain liberation. What does arrest my entire being is that transcendental person who roams the banks of the Yamuna River. He looks, even at a glance, like an incandescent flash of lightning, whose complexion is like a fresh monsoon rain cloud. He is always embraced by the gopis, whose arms twine around Him like creepers."

Madhavendra Puri states further [quoted in Padyavali]:

"One who is expert in flirting and coquetry, whose trailing cape is as restless as the wind, whose cheeks catch the reflection from flashing fish-shaped earrings, and who is always eager to perform the rasa dance with the young damsels of Vmdavana. Let that Supreme Personality, who is a cowherd boy, be permanently seated on the throne of my heart."

Only by worship and service to Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna in Vraja is that most brilliant gem of inherent spontaneous spiritual attraction again invoked within one's heart, thus elevating the spirit soul to the stage of the highest ecstasy of love of Godhead.


Verse Five

Translation

My dear mind, in this material life you are attacked by lust, which is like a gang of thugs that waylay innocent pilgrims, strangling you with strong terrible ropes in the form of distress, pain, and futile endeavors. In this condition you must cry out piteously and invoke the mercy of the unalloyed devotees of Shri Krishna, the killer of the demon Bakasura. They will surely protect you from this dilemma.


Shri Bhajana-darpana

Lust, anger, greed, illusion, arrogance, and envy are the six thugs which openly harass the living entity. As if in conspiracy, they attack the innocent jiva travelling through the different stages of life.

In the Bhagavad-gita [2.62-63] it is said:

“While contemplating the objects of the senses, a person deyclops attachment for them, and from such attachment lust develops, and from lust anger arises. From anger, complete delusion arises, and from delusion bewilderment of memory. When memory is bewildered, intelligence is lost, and when intelligence is lost one falls down again into the material pool."

Lust, anger, cheating etc. conquered by Krishna
In this way, the thugs strangle the jiva with the ropes of pain, futile endeavors, and distressing situations that arise from previous unwanted activities. The demon Baka embodied the evil quality of deceit, and Lord Shri Krishna ripped him apart. The Lord's unalloyed devotees always guard the path of loving devotional service against pretenders and cheaters.

Scriptural confirmations
Shrila Ramanujacarya has said in this regard:

“I offer my respectfid obeisances to the great unalloyed devotees of the Lord like Prahlada, Narada, Parasara, Pundarika, Vyasadeva, Ambarisa Maharaja, Sukadeva Gosvami, Saunaka Rsi, Bhismadeva, Rukmangada, Uddhava, Bibhisana and Arjuna' etc."

Shri Sarvajna Acarya says:

"0 Lord, how extraordinary are Your devotees! They consider the~agtocecnto~ no more than a puddle, the sun a mere firefly, the towering Sumeru Mountain just a clod of dirt, a powerful emperor a mere slave, priceless touchstone gems just so many useless stones, wish-fulfilling trees as twigs, this whole material existence like an insignificant bunch of straw. What more is there to say? They think of their own bodies as heavy burdens."

Shrila Madliava Sarasvati comments:

"Empiricists and logicians, whose minds have been contaminated by speculative theories and the false pride of erudition, cannot understand God. They have no taste for spiritual topics like Krishna's pastimes. Indeed, Vedic scholars don't even have much information about the Lord. They do not know Krishna, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, just as a highly ornamental serving spoon cannot relish the delicacies it serves."

Association with devotees cleans the heart
It is stated in Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu,  2.2.291:

"Hiranyakasipu said to Prahlada: 'My dear son, association is very influential upon people. Like a crystal takes on the qualities of the one with whom it associates, for this reason intelligent persons should seek the company of high class and like-minded individuals in order to inrease the prestige of their families."'
The purport of this verse is that one's heart and consciousness cannot be purified of material contamination merely by performing sacrifices or by yoga exercises. It is only by association with unalloyed Vaishnava devotees of the Lord, ever free from conceit, that these impurities of the heart may be totally eradicated.


Verse Six

Translation

My dear mind, you have embraced the path of self realization, yet you foolishly think that you are cleansing yourself by bathing in the pretentiously fierce qualities of deceit and fault-finding, which are compared to impure donkey urine. Factually, you are incinerating yourself and dragging an infinitesimal spirit soul like me into the conflagration. Stop this suicidal course! Dive into the immortal ocean of sublime ambrosia that awaits you in loving devotional service at the lotus feet of Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna. Resuscitate my very being and thus give both of us endless happiness.


Shri Bhajana-darpana

This verse gives advice to those who have been able to subdue lust and anger, but have failed to vanquish the great enemy of deceit. The sadhaka, or spiritual practitioner, is of three kinds:
svanistha, devoted to self-realization; parinisthita, dedicated to rules and regulations; and nirapeksa, detached. The svanistha sadhaka completely rejects all the principles of varnasrama dharma and endeavors solely to satisfy the Supreme Lord Hari. The parinisthita-sadhaka organizes his life and activities to conform to the rules of devotional service and Deity worship. These two sadhakas are usually householders. The third type of aspiring devotee, the nirapeksa-sadhaka, or the detached devotee, is a renunciate and celibate. All three would do well to renounce deceitfulness, because deceit and pretense devastate spiritual understanding.

How devotees become deceitful
The svanistha-sadhaka becomes deceitful when he indulges in sense gratification in the name of satisfying the Supreme Lord. Instead of serving the pure-hearted devotees of the Lord, he serves rich and influential materialists and busies himself in accumulation of wealth beyond his needs. With the excuse of educating himself he develops attachment to speculation and logic. Putting on the robes of a renunciate, he strives for worldly acclaim and honor.
The parinisthita-sadhaka becomes deceitful when he makes an external show of strict adherence and dedication to spiritual life but inwardly is attracted to material subjects completely unrelated to Krishna, and prefers the association of the worldly-minded to saintly souls.
When the renunciate, or nirapeksa-sadhaka, becomes deceitful he considers himself to be a very elevated devotee, and exploits the renunciate's dress and status, looking down upon other devotees as if they were inferior. He collects objects and wealth far in excess of the basic requirements for a life of renunciation, and associates with women in the name of spiritual practice or preaching. He leaves the shelter of the temple to collect funds and donations only to remain in close contact with materialists. He is always in anxiety about collecting funds, yet covers his deceit with a show of devotion. He is overly attached to the dress, position, and the rules and regulations of the renounced order, and thus neglects the main purpose of spiritual life, which is to develop attachment for Krishna.
These traits like deceit, fault-finding, speculation, argumentation, etc., are very detrimental to true spiritual realization and have therefore been compared in this verse to the ass. Fools may think that they can bathe in ass urine and become cleansed, but factually it only pollutes their spiritual lives.

The nectar of the lotus feet of the Divine Couple
Shrimati Radharani is the internal energy of the Supreme Lord Shri Krishna, and Shri Krishna is the Supreme Energetic. One must submerge himself in the ocean of nectar flowing from the lotus feet of the Divine Couple. To help one invoke Their sublime mercy, Shrila Rupa Gosvami prays [Stava-mala]:

“O Queen of Vrndavana, 0 Radharani, Your complexion is like molten gold, Your doe-like eyes are captivatingly restless, a million full and brilliant moons wane before Your lustrous countenance, and a blue sky, having stolen the hue of a fresh rain-laden cloud, has enwrapped Your exquisite form. 0 Radha, You are the crest-jewel of all the dallying damsels of Vrndavana, fragrant and pristine like a budding jasmine flower. Your sublime form is adorned with priceless jewelry, and you are the best of all the charming and intelligent gopis. You are decorated with all wonderful excellences and surrounded by eight dedicated and beloved cowherd girls known as the asta-sakhis.

"The ambrosia of Your beautiful lips, red as the bimba fruit, is life-giving syrup to Krishna. 0 Radha, I am rolling on the banks of the Yamuna, my poor heart filled with anticipation, praying to You with all humility. I am guilty of being an offender, a rascal, a useless wretch, yet I beg You to kindly engage me in even the smallest service to Your lotus feet. 0 most merciful Lady, it will not become You to ignore this most distressed soul, for Your heart is always overflowing with compassion and love."

Elsewhere in Stava-mala, Shri Rupa Gosvami writes:
"I will now sing the glories of the holy names of the Divine Couple Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna in eight verses. The first describes the glories of the holy names of Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna. Radharani is the daughter of Shri Vrsabhanu, and Krishna is the son of the King of Vraja. Of all the gopis, She is the most beloved of Govinda, and He is Shrimati Radhika's paramour. She is the heroine of all the forest bowers, and He is the all-attractive hero. She is the brightest gem amongst the young village belles of Vraja, and He is the best of all the young cowherd boys. She is the princess of Vrndavana, and He is the dashing prince-regent. She is always enjoyed by Krishna, and He is the heart-throb of Shrimati Radharani."

Humility: the cure for deceit
'In this way, 0 mind, your heart must become saturated with the divine nectar of the holy names of Shri-Shri Radha and Krishna, and remembering Their eternal pastimes you must wander about in Vrndavana.' As soon as the mind allows any nonessential thoughts to enter, deceit immediately attacks the soul again. The heart that has been thus purified by humility can never again open its doors to deceit.


Verse Seven

Translation


My dear brother mind, the despicable desire for material honor and distinction is compared to a shameless and low-born prostitute who eats dog meat — yet she is flagrantly dancing in my heart. How, then, can the pristine love of pure devotion to Shri Krishna ever find a place in my heart? You will simply have to serve the unalloyed devotees of the Lord, who are His intimate associates and stalwart supporters. They alone can drive out this prostitute and enthrone pure love of Godhead within my heart.


Shri Bhajana-darpana

This verse indicates how one can extinguish any remaining doubt he may have if his repeated and exhaustive attempts to weed out deceit from his heart have failed. Hankering for honor is in fact a shameless prostitute who yearns to be worshipped. All other unwanted desires may be eradicated, but the hankering for honor and distinction is extremely difficult to uproot. It is like a seed which sprouts only later into a deceitfu1 plant, a matrix from which all the other anarthas stem. Thus it is called shameless, for it conveniently overlooks its own evil influence. Fame is like a dog, and one who runs after it is factually eating the flesh of a dog; thus the desire for material honor and distinction is compared to a low class prostitute who consumes dog meat.

Material desire leads to craving honor
If the svanistha-sadhaka mentioned in the previous verse still harbors some material desire in his heart, his yearning for honor manifests itself in the hope of being regarded as a highly religious person, as a generous person, or even as a sinless devotee. The parinisthita-sadhaka desires acclaim as a great devotee of the Lord, or acclaim as a devotee with clear spiritual understanding, or as one who is completely detached from all materiality. The nirapeksa-sadhaka, or renunciate, thinks that his honor lies in being considered pure and renounced, as having understood all the esoteric conclusions of the scriptures, or as having mastered the science of devotion. However, one is actually able to root out such deceits only in proportion to his having eradicated any desire for honor and distinction. If one cannot purge his heart of deceit, there is no question of ever attaining unalloyed love of God as it is understood by the Lord's pure devotees.

SnIa Rupa Gosvami writes in Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu [1.4.1]:

"When bhava or rati deepens and matures and as a result the sadhaka's heart softens and melts completely — which is to say, when he becomes spontaneously attracted to any object that has even the slightest relation to his beloved Shri Krishna — only then, sastras declare, has he attained love of God, prema."

Service to the pure devotees
The Supreme Lord's beloved devotees are by nature unalloyed servitors, and their spiritual status is incomparable. They are the generals in Krishna's army of devotees, and divine rays from the Lord's pleasure-giving potency, or hladini-sakti, illuminate their hearts. This potency, moreover, is easily transferred to other hearts, where it vanquishes all contaminations and generates transcendental love of Godhead. The pure Vaishnava devotees embrace the dust of their lotus feet, their food remnants, and their sacred instructions, for these all have the transcendental potency of impregnating one's heart with the divine hladini-sakti.

Siva tells his wife Parvati [in a verse from the Padma Purwia quoted by Shrila Rupa Goswami in his Laghu~bhagavatamrta 2.4]:

"Of all the different kinds of worship, worship of the Supreme Lord Vishnu is the highest. But even greater than this is the worship of His pure devotees."

This is confirmed in the Shrimad-Bhagavatam [3.7.19], where it is said:

"By serving the feet of the spiritual master, one is enabled to develop transcendental ecstasy in the service of the Personality of Godhead, who is unchangeable, the invincible enemy of the Madhu demon, and whose service enables one to vanquish material desires"

All aspects of service apply to worship of devotees
Shrila Rupa Gosvami makes the further comment in Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu:

"All the different aspects of devotional service to the Supreme lord which have been discussed in Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu also relate to serving the Vaishnavas. This is the opinion of the pan. He describes a pure devotee thus [Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu]:

"After having beheld an indescribably wonderful personality drenched in tears of ecstasy, his body erupting with goosebumps, wailing falteringly, falling down at every step, his heart floating in waves of divine bliss, his whole being trembling like an autumn leaf, I become dumbfounded at his devotion and have lost all interest in family life or material activities."


Verse Eight
Translation

O MIND, PLEASE RESIDE IN VRAJA and earnestly worship Lord Krishna, the lifter of Govardhana Hill, fervently praying to Him with utter humility to please Him. Surely He will shower His causeless mercy upon a despicably deceitful soul like me, cleansing my heart of all dishonesty and pretense. Surely He will bless me with the wonderful nectar of prema, divine love of God, and inspire me to engage in serving the lotus feet of Shrimati Radharani.


Shri Bhajana-darpana
Association with saintly persons is so powerful that it eradicates even the most abominable impurities from one's heart and elevates the spirit soul to the level of complete perfection. Unfortunately, such saintly association is not always available, and thus the following instructions are given to us in this verse.

Humbly pray to Radha-Krishna to overcome deceit
A humble plea indicates a mood of sincere surrender and devotion, particularly when the devotee feels that he is the most wretched person with out any shelter to protect him.

Shrila Rupa Gosvami writes in his Shri Gandharva-samprathana-astakam:
    “O Radharani! You and Lord Krishna are constantly relishing Your ambrosial amorous pastimes in the groves of Vrndavana like the intoxicated king of elephants sporting with his queen elephants. Please be compassionate upon this soul, and thus being pleased, allow me to behold Your two lotus-like faces.
 "Alas, Shri Radha, 0 Gandharvika! Wretched and miserable, I throw myself to the ground like a stick and implore You with a choking voice to hear my plea that You kindly be pleased with me and consider me as one of Your maidservants.

"0 Shrimati Radharani! Your beloved Syamasundara, Krishna, is much more charming than lord Narayana. His beauty enchants the entire creation. You are always present on His left, embraced by His arm, and Your exquisite beauty far surpasses the beauty of Laksmi-devi. Oh, when will I be able to see this Divine Couple and serve Them with all my heart?

"0 my worshipable mistress, Radharani! I yearn to become Your maid-in-attendance and to dress Your transcendental form in a blue sari and to remove the ankle bells from Your lotus feet, and in this way to dress You appropriately for Your nocturnal rendezvous with Your beloved Krishna, the beautiful young son of Nanda Maharaja. I want to send You off to Your lover's tryst in the amorous groves where Your paramour awaits. O Radha, when will this wonderful opportunity be available to me?

"0 Shrimati Radhika! You and Lord Krishna are the finest adornment within all creation. In groves of love You lie on a bed of flowers and exchange dalliances of love. Oh, when will I be blessed to serve You and Your beloved's lotus feet?

"0 Queen of Vrndavana! When will I be able to fan You with a camara? When You and Your beloved Krishna come to relax under the tree on the banks of Radha-kunda after becoming fatigued from Your amorous pastimes, pearls of perspiration decorate Your bodies. I wish to find You in this condition and soothe away Your weariness.

"0 beautiful-eyed Radha! Sometimes You hide in a well-concealed spot within the forest groves, but Krishna somehow comes to know Your exact hiding place and naturally catches You. You suddenly suspect me of revealing Your place of concealment and begin to question me. I begin to stutter, 'It wasn't me! Citralekha tattled on You. So please do not frown and chastise me so!' Oh, when will I be able to speak entreating words like these to You in the presence of Shri Krishna?

"When you defeat Krishna in a playful bouts of words You laughingly boast about Your victory to your girlfriends, Your sakhis. They appreciate Your victory very much and cheer You
_on with 'Jaya Radhe! Jaya Radhe!' Oh, When shall I become fortunate enough to participate in Your victory chorus?
"Anyone who reads this prayer with faith and love, glorifying the superexcellent character of Shrimati Radharani, the daughter of King Vrsabhanu, will surely attract Shrimati Radharani and lord Krishna to appear before him in person, being very much pleased with him."

The cure for all pretentiousness
Whereas the pure soul is inherently simple and honest, deceit is the living entity's overriding contamination. As soon as the jiva comes in contact with ignorance and nescience he becomes dishonest, arrogant, and yearns for worship and status, seeking deceitful ways and ever endeavoring in transient material activities. He thus distances himself from his original spiritual consciousness, or Krishna consciousness. But if that same unfortunate soul realizes that his true position is to feel himself humbler than even the straw in the street, and therefore develops the intelligence to respect others according to their positions, simultaneously taking complete shelter of the holy names of the Supreme Personality of Godhead, then surely he will receive the mercy of Lord Shri Krishna and concomitantly the grace of all the saintly personalities.

Devotional service in conjugal love
Shrila Rupa Gosvami describes conjugal srngara-rasa in the following way:
“The fifth mellow, namely conjugal love, is the crown jewel of all spiritual mellows. First comes deep loving attraction for Krishna, which is known as madhura-rati. When this attraction intermingles with the four ecstatic feelings of vibhava, anubhava, sattvika and vyabhicari, one can then actually taste the conjugal mellow."

For example, in the mellows of servitorship, friendship, and parenthood, a deep and steady attraction known as sthayi-bhava mingles with the four ecstatic feelings and produces rasa, or mellow. In the conjugal mellow, lord Krishna and Shrimati Radharani are the alambana principle, or the support, and Their qualities are uddipana, or stimulants to the madhura-rasa. While participating in their pastimes, the gopts and sometimes even Lord Krishna Himself manifest the eight varieties of ecstatic symptoms known as the asta-sattvika-vikaras and the thirty-three devotional sentiments known as vyabhicari-bhavas. Thus these churn the ocean of rasa.

Development of rasa
When sadhana-bhakti, or devotional service in the stage of practice, matures into bhava-bhakti, or spontaneous devotional service, it is automatically transformed into sthayi-bhava, or permanent spiritual sentiment. Later, when it intermingles with the four ecstasies of vibhava, anubhava, sattvika, and vyabhicari, rasa is produced and bhava-bhakti is transformed into prema bhakti, or devotional service in pure love of Godhead. This is sometimes called bhakti-rasa. All of Krishna's pastimes in Vrndavana, particularly His activities with the gopis, are perfect examples of this rasa. Unalloyed devotees who are fortunate enough to be elevated to the platform of prema-bhakti-rasa first become assistants to the gopis and intensely implore Shrimati Radharani to bestow Her causeless mercy. Then, a ray of hladini-sakti, Radharani's own potency, enters their hearts and the buds of prema-rasa, or loving mellows, begin to blossom. No other process for attaining prema-rasa is effective.

Paramananda, the highest happiness
By means of jnana the living entity may sometimes experience brahmananda, or the bliss of brahman realization, and thus become situated in self-realization. But without the mercy of Radharani he can never experience paramananda, or the highest spiritual happiness. For this the jiva has to pray very sincerely and humbly to attain the devotional sentiments of a resident of Vraja and become intensely greedy for such ecstasy. He then takes shelter of the sakhis, or girlfriends of Radharani, or of their assistants, the manjaris. By serving them he gradually increases his eligibility of becoming ever more intimately connected with the Supreme Personality of Godhead Shri-Shri Radha-Krishna, and thereby his chances of rendering further direct and confidential service increase.

Obtaining the mercy of the gopis
One obtains this special grace of Shrimati Radharani by receiving the mercy of Her girlfriends, and as the mercy increases, the hladini-sakti matures, eventually engaging the spirit soul in the Divine Couple's personal ecstatic service, bestowing sublime spiritual joy upon him. It is very important to note that as long as the jiva considers himself as male, he is barred from participating in such intimate devotional mellows. This realm is far beyond any bodily conception, for in the primeval spiritual state the soul receives a female form for participating in this rare mellow that has absolutely nothing in common with mundane forms, male or female. If one tries to interpolate the mundane onto the spiritual, the ensuing result is spiritual suicide, disastrous for real transcendental life.


Verse Nine
Translation


MY DEAR MIND, always remain absorbed in Lord Krishna, the glowing moon of Vrndavana, for He is the most beloved of my worshipable mistress Shrimati Radharani, the Queen of Vraja. Absorb yourself, dear mind, in Shrimati Lalita-devi, for she is a matchless gopi and a bosom friend of my mistress, the Queen of Vraja. Absorb yourself, my dear mind, in Shrimati Visakha-devi, for she is my instructing spiritual preceptor; in Radha-kunda, Radhika's favorite pond; and in Shri Govardhana Hill, for they all increase my loving attraction to the Divine Couple and Their sublime pastimes.


Shri Bhajana-darpana
Shrila Rupa Gosvami writes in his Stava-mala:
  “I worship that youthful cowherd boy whose complexion resembles the hue of flesh monsoon rain clouds, whose ears are decorated with fragrant campaka blossoms, whose gently smiling face defies the beauty of a lotus in full bloom, who wears a dhoti the color of molten gold, whose crown is decorated by a peacock feather, and who is the mainstay of all the three worlds. May that son of Maharaja Nanda, Krishna, always protect me. His face is more charmingly iridescent than the full moon in autumn He is the ecstatic ocean of divine pastimes. His exquisite hand holds a ball for playing boyish games, and He is the very life and soul of the damsels of Vraja. His entire body is covered with the fine dust raised by the hooves of calves, and He carries a flute tucked into the dhoti tied around His waist His mellifluous voice captivates all the cows.

"0 my Lord, 0 friend of the poor, a swallow never tires of the glories of the billowing black clouds, whether they send showers of rain or hurl bolts of lightning at him. Similarly, whether You are kind or harsh to me, in this world You are my only shelter. I have no other means. 0 slayer of the snake-demon, Agha, my stony heart is devoid of devotion and grows despondent upon hearing about the arduous process of self-realization and the devotional discipline undertaken by great souls like Sukadeva Gosvami and Ambarisa Maharaja. I feel hopeless and incapable, but looking around me once more I see the waves of mercy that You showered upon lord Brahma and upon even the most fallen reprobates. This gives me renewed hope and soothes my troubled heart."

Prayers to Shrimati Radharani and Lalita-devi
Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami says in Vilapa-kusuma-anjali:

"The Queen of Vraja is my mistress. 0 Lady mistress, 0 Radha, I am Your maidservant, but the flames of intense separation are incinerating my heart and I grow feeble from profuse crying. Finding no other means, I am therefore sitting somewhere in Govardhana and composing these verses in deep lamentation.

"0 dallying damsel of Vraja, Shri Radhika, I am sucked into an ocean of grief and my condition is so miserable! Kindly send me Your mercy in the form of an infallible boat and save me from this whirlpool. Please give me sanctuary at Your lotus feet"

Shrila Rupa Gosvami writes:

"I offer my obeisances to Shrimati Lalita-devi, who is always engaged in serving the Divine Couple Shri-Shri Radha and Mukunda She dries up the perspiration that dampens Their lotus feet. She is intoxicated with the highest intimate mellows, and she is the enchanting repository of qualities like exquisite grace, silent gravity, and simple directness of speech.

"I offer my obeisances to Shrimati Lalita-devi, whose beautiful face puts to shame the brilliance of the f~ moon, whose doe-like eyes are ever restless, and who has acquired the rare distinction of being expert in dressing Radharani. She is the reservoir of all good feminine qualities.

"I offer my obeisances to Shrimati Lalita-devi, whose ecstatic dancing is a pleasure to the eyes, whose exquisite form is covered by a shimmering silk dress, and whose blouse resembles the color of a peacock. Her golden complexion overshadows even the rising sun, and she is adorned with innumerable spiritual qualities.

“I offer my obeisances to Shrimati Lalita-devi, who is a treasure-house of all excellences, who instructs Shrimati Radhika by saying, '0 unchaste Radha! Do not be so generous and soft with that cunning son of Nanda Maharaja. Such timidity befits the mood of a conservative gopi, daksina-bhavi You should be nonchalant, like the liberal gopi, bamya-bhavi and thus please Him. Please hear my words, for they are for Your benefit'

"I offer my obeisances to Shrimati Lalita-devi, who is an unlimited ocean of all good qualities, who when hearing even the slightest crafty word from Krishna to Radhika is immediately angry, cutting Him off with sarcastic words that make even Krishna lose face: 'Qh, You are so truthful! Just a nice, simple-hearted and chaste lover!'

"Shrimati Lalita-devi is a reservoir of divine qualities, on whom mother Yasoda showers her parental love. She is the preceptor for all the girlfriends, sakhis, of Radharani, teaching them all about sisterly affection. Her life and soul is Krishna, the younger brother of Balarama, and she is junior also to Shrimati Radhika. May Lalita-devi give me the opportunity to worship her.

"I offer my obeisacces to Shrimati Lalita-devi, who is the embodiment of all sublime qualities, who when she approaches every young maiden upon seeing her in the vicinity of Vrndavana, and finds out after some clever interrogation that she is inclined toward her mistress Radhika, immediately fulfills her desires and satisfies her completely.

"I offer my obeisances to Shrimati Lalita-devi, who is most expert in arranging secret trysts between Radha and Gopinatha, so that the Divine Couple may engage in pleasurable pastimes. She is not interested in any other festival, for she is the chief among all the intimate sakhis of Gokula"

Glorification of Yamuna-devi (Visakha-devI)
Shrila Baladeva Vidyabhusana writes:

"Lord Vishnu immerses Himself daily in the waters of the Yamuna with great pleasure and affection, knowing that Yamuna is the liquid form of Shrimati Visakha-devi. I offer prayers to Yamuna-devi, the daughter of the sun-god, Surya."
Baladeva says that since Shrimati Visakha is Yamuna-devi, by glorifying one the other is automatically, worshipped.
Shrila Rupa Gosvami has composed eight verses g1orifying the River Yamuna, known as Shri Yamuna-astakam [from Stava-mala]:
"Yamuna-devi is the daughter of Surya-deva the sun-god, and the sister of Yamaraja. the lord of death. Merely by touching her one can rescue himself from the nether regions of doom, and simply seeing her exonerates the greatest sinner from endless sinful reactions. Her delightful dancing waves and swift current captivate everyone 's heart. May that Yamuna-devi always purify me.

"Yamuna-devi is encircling lord Indra's huge forest of Khandava with her charming refreshing waters. Smiling. white lotuses decorate her winding course, and sweet birds like wag-tails dance gaily in them. What to speak of those who bathe in her crystalline waters, even the biggest reprobates who simply think of bathing in the Yamuna are released from all their sins. May that Yamuna-devi, Suryadeva's daughter, always continue to purify me.

"Yamuna-devi is so merciful that anyone who sprinkles but a single drop of her water on himself is pardoned from the most heinous crime. She increases the flow of spontaneous love for Shri Krishna within one's heart, benedicting those who simply desire to reside on her banks. May that daughter of the sun-god be always there to purify my heart.

"Yamuna-devi is so powerful that she flows through the seven oceans surrounding earth's seven gigantic islands, linking them yet never merging into the oceans like other rivers. She is an intimate witness to all of Krishna's 'wonderful activities, and her shimmering beauty outshines and humbles the dazzling aura of a precious blue sapphire. May that Yamuna-devi, daughter of the sun-god, always cleanse my consciousness.

"Yamuna-devi is crowned by the transcendental land of Mathura, Vrndavana, inspiring spontaneous devotion and attraction for Krishna in the hearts of the Vaishnavas who bathe in her waters. May that Yamuna-devi, the daughter of the sun-god, always purify me.

"Yamuna-devi's charm is further increased by the lowing of the surabhi cows that graze on her beautiful banks. The kadamba trees lining her shores intoxicate and exhilarate her with their heady perfume, and she experiences her greatest ecstasy when Krishna's devotees assemble on her banks. May that Yamuna-devi, daughter of the sun-god, always purify me.

“Hundreds and thousands of elegant white swans glide along Yamuna-devi's waters, their shrill cries echoing on her curved shores, charging the atmosphere with great festivity. Yamunadevi is lovingly worshipped by demigods, Gandharvas, and humans steeped in devotion to lord Hari. Anyone who is touched by her gentle breezes is released from the cycle of birth and death. May that daughter of Surya, Yamuna-devi, forever purify me.

"Yamuna-devi distributes transcendental knowledge about the sacred pastimes of the Supreme lord Krishna and His eternal consort Radhika through all the three worlds as she flows over them. Whoever sings of her glories, be he the worst sinner, is immediately exonerated from all sins. She has become fragrant by the sandal paste and vermillion from Krishna's body melting in her waters when the Supreme lord performs His water sports. May that divine lady, Yamuna-devi, forever keep my heart free from all contamination."

The glories of Shri Radha-kunda
Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami has composed a wonderful prayer glorifying Shri Radha-kunda [from Vilapa-kusuma-anjali]:

"0 Radha-kunda, pond of sublime joy, my mistress Shrimati Radhika is always absorbed in divine amorous pastimes with her beloved paramour Shri Krishna on your banks, and you have endeared yourself to this Divine Couple more than anything else They cherish. Please, therefore, be merciful upon me and allow me but a moment's vision of the object of my greatest adoration, Shrimati Radharani."

In the same hymn, Shrila Raghunatha Gosvami offers this nice prayer to Shrimati Visakha-devi [Vilapa~kusuma-anjali}:

"0 Visakha-devi, 0 beautiful damsel of ever flowering charm, my mistress Radhika and you are of the same age, therefore you have become Her confidante. She does not leave your side for a single moment. I am enfeebled by the arrows of separation from my beloved mistress Radha, so kindly arrange for me to have but a glimpse of Her and in this way help sustain my life."

Prayers to Govardhana Hill
In his prayer to Govardhana Hill, Shrila Raghunatha expresses his fervent desire to reside near the sacred mountain [Govardhana-nivasa-astakam}:

"0 Giriraja-Govardhana, when Shrimati Radharani spoke the following words with Her lotus lips, 'My dear friends, this mountain is the best among all the devotees of Hari', by the verdict of all the Vedas and other scriptures you attained the unsurpassable position of becoming the lilaka mark on the forehead of Vraja-dhama. I pray that you therefore allow me shelter near you."


Verse Ten
Translation


MY DEAR MIND, just worship Shrimati Radharani, for She has overshadowed Rati the wife of Cupid, Gauri the wife of Siva, and Lila the personal energy of Lord Narayana with Her exquisite beauty. Her good fortune has made Her more resplendent than Indrani the wife of King Indra, Laksmi the eternal consort of Lord Narayana, and even Satyabhama, Queen of Dvaraka and wife of Krishna. She has cast a spell on Lord Krishna and brought Him under Her control, thereby preventing all other competitors, including Candravali, from even coming near Him. She is the moot beloved of the Lord's girlfriends.


Shri Bhajana-darpana
One cannot attain the lotus feet of the Supreme lord Shri Krishna. who is the energetic principle and the source of all energies. without first approaching His internal potency.

Description of Shrimati Radharani

In this connection, Shrila Rupa Gosvami writes [Ujjvala-nilamani]:

“The principal characteristics of Shrimati Radharani, the Queen of Vrndavana, are that She is charming. ever-youthful. has roving eyes, an ever-sparkling smile, a body marked with all auspicious lines, Her fragrance drives Krishna mad with desire, She is an exponent of fine music, has sharp intelligence, is dextrous, shy, respectable, patient, grave, playful, eager to display the highest ecstasy of maha-bhava1 that She is the primary source of supreme spiritual love, the most famous, the object of attraction for Her elders, that She is controlled by the love of Her girlfriends, the principal of Krishna's many loves, and She has Him always under Her control."

Shrimati Radharani's glories

Scripture provides a plethora of descriptions of Shrimati Radharani. in the Gopalottara-tapani:

"She is the embodiment of maha-bhava, or the highest transcendental ecstasy, and none of the other gopis, or cowherd damsels of Vrindavana, possesses Her excellent qualities. Radharani is therefore known as the most famous Gandharva."

The Rk-parisistha says:

"Shrimati Radharani is always to be found with Shri Krishna, and Madhava [Krishna] is always to be seen with Radhika. One is never without the other's company."

Narada Muni describes Shrimati Radharani in the Padma Purana in this way:

"As much as Shrimati Radhika is dear to Lord Krishna, Her pond Radha-kunda is as beloved to Him. Among all the gopis Shrimati Radharani is most dear to Krishna."

Rupa Gosvami's prayers to Radharani
In his Catu-puspanja1ih [Stava-mala], Shrila Rupa Gosvami says:

"0 Queen of Vrndavana, Shri Radha, I worship You. Your fair complexion is mote resplendent than molten gold, the color of Your sari the hue of a blue lotus flower. Your beautiful braided hair is long and raven-black, its coiffure studded with many brilliant gems, like the shining black hood of a cobra.

"Even the beautiful lotus in full bloom or the rising full moon offers no comparison to Your breathtaking face, for it is much more exquisite. Your shining forehead is marked by a tidy saffron tilaka.

"The arches of Your elegant eyebrows put to shame Cupid's bow. Your cascading black tresses sway, and the dark mascara on Your roving eyes makes them look like restless black partridges.

"Your fine nose is decorated by a ring studded with the noblest pearl, and Your lips are more charming than bright red tulips. Your sparkling' even teeth are like rows of spotlessly white jasmine buds.

“The golden earrings that dangle gracefully from Your ears like a pair of Laburnum flowers are inlaid with many precious gems. The gentle cleft of Your delicate chin is decorated with a dot of musk, and an intricately bejewelled necklace sparkles on You with regal splendor.
"Your nicely formed arms are like lotus stems, adorned with fine and precious gems, and the two armlets inlaid with blue sapphires softly jingle with Your slightest movements, pleasing all ears with their sweet music.

"Your hands are beautiful and soft like the lotus, and Your fingers are decorated with rings mounted with precious jewels. Your breasts are adorned with a large necklace finely set with stones and gems.

“The central jewel of Your regal necklace sits atop a line of dark gems that grow gradually larger in size. One could mistake it for a black snake carrying a gem on its hood. You are slender around the waist, and Your belly is concave because it must carry the burden of Your full breasts. It is marked by three lines like entwining creepers.

"A tinkling girdle of gold inset with precious stones adorns Your broad flaring hips, and Your shapely thighs put to shame the pride of the golden trunks of banana trees.

"Your kneecaps are so delicate and well-formed that they are far more attractive than round golden caskets studded with gems. The ankle-bells on Your finely formed feet sing an eternal melody, and the pink lotuses that blossom in autumn bow their heads in ardent worship to the beauty of Your lotus feet.

"The brilliance of millions upon millions of full moons pales before the opalescent nails of Your lotus feet. Innumerable ecstatic symptoms are Your natural embellishments, and You become stunned and perspire freely when Your yearning sidelong looks from afar intimately traverse Krishna's body. Uncontrollable erotic waves overcome You, and when You meet with Your beloved Krishna You are swept away in a surge of sublime ecstasy. 0 Queen of Vrndavana, You are the reservoir of all divine qualities, and I therefore worship Your lotus feet.
"0 Shrimati Radharani, all the symptoms of the very highest ecstasy, maha-bhava, become simultaneously manifest in You, and Your heart is benumbed. You are the ocean of unlimited transcendental emotions found only in perfect heroines, and everyone is amazed when You exhibit these ecstatic emotions.

"All the charming and captivating traits which make a heroine perfect are offering their obeisances to Your lotus feet in silent praise. The great beauty Laksmi-devi, the goddess of fortune, is humbly praying to attain residence on the toenails of Your lotus feet.

4'You are the crest jewel of the damsels of Vraja, an eternal resident of Gokula, the most beloved object of the gopis. Your gentle smile acts as the life sustaining salve for Lalita and other sakhis.

"When Your roving eyes glance on Krishna with a sidelong look, it acts on Him like a drop of ambrosia, maddening and inciting Him with love. You are the apple of Your father king Vrsabhanu's eyes, and the soothing rays of Your moon like activities exhilarate him.

"Your heart is like an ocean which is overflooding with waves of compassion. Therefore, 0 Radhika! shower Your mercy, and be pleased with this person who is begging to become Your maidservant.

"0 Radha my mistress! When will I be fortunate to see that after a lover's quarrel, when Krishna tries to pacify You, His indignant lady-love, with sweet cajoling words, in which He is truly expert, and begs You for a lovers' tryst, You are really pleased within but nonetheless turn Your face away and look at Krishna from the comer of Your eyes.

"0 Divine Lady! Will that day ever come? When Lord Krishna, who is adept at everything, strings a charming garland of myrtle blossoms and slips it over. Your head and His electric touch sends waves of ecstasy pulsating through You and You begin to per-spire profusely, when will I be fortunate enough to gently fan You with a palm leaf fan?

"0 Divine Lady! 0 beautiful Queen! When after Your hours of pleasure with Krishna Your intricately made-up hair becomes disheveled and You need someone to Set it properly again1 when will You instruct this maidservant to do this service?

"0 Divine beauty with cherry lips! Will I be able to see the wonderful dalliances between You and Krishna? When I place betel-nut pan into Your lotus mouth, Krishna tries to take it out of Your mouth and chew the same pan.

"0 Shrimati Radha! Among all the beloved gopis of Krishna You are His most cherished jewel. There fore kindly be pleased with me and quickly shower Your mercy by including me amongst Your family members.

"0 Queen of Vraja! I beg repeatedly at Your lotus feet for Your compassionate grace. Please allow me to become Your maid-in-attendance (sakhi) and confidante, so that when You become indignant after a lover's quarrel Krishna will approach me, knowing that I am Your sakhi, and flatter me to take Him to You; then I will take His hand and guide Him to You.

"Anyone who reads this prayer, named Catu-puspanjali, dedicated to Radharani, the Queen of Vrndavana, with faith and devotion, will very soon receive Her mercy directly."

Worship of Shrimati Radharani
In this manner Shrimati Radharani should be worshipped with wonderful glorification, prayers and devotional service. Let us hear what Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami writes on this subject [Vilapa-kusum-anjali 101-102]:

"0 Supreme Ladyship, Queen of my heart, Radha! Laksmi-devi the goddess of fortune does not possess even a drop of the beauty that exudes from Your exquisite toenails, therefore if You do not grant me the proper vision to perceive Your transcendental pastimes, then what use do I have for this life, which is burning in the fire of excruciating sorrow?

"0 merciful Lady! Indeed, lately I am floating in a nectarean ocean of hope, and passing time in hardship and pain, but if You do not shower mercy upon me then this life, living in Vrndavana, and even Lord Krishna are all meaningless to me."

Meeting Radha-Krishna
If by some great fortune (the mercy of a Vaishnava or Bhaktidevi) a devotee develops attraction or rati towards the devotional mood exhibited by the eternal residents of Vraja (vraja-bhava), then he must approach a guru who is on the raganuga platform and find out his own eternal relationship with the L£)rd. He must then engage totally in devotional activities and worship, with sadhana and bhajana, the lotus feet of the eternal and original guru principle [guru-svarupa-tattva] who is a manjari (assistant of the gopis). By and by, after serving the manjari as the guru principle, when he receives her mercy, he then engages in the service of the sakhis (Shrimati Radharani's confidential maidservants and girlfriends). By serving the sakhis properly it is possible to personally meet Shrimati Radhika; and by Her mercy one can participate in the eternal pastimes of the Divine couple. All this is possible, to begin with, only if one possesses guileless humility, intense greed and undeviating resolve for executing devotional service.


Verse Eleven
Translation


          O DEAR MIND, In order to receive the direct service of Shrimati Radharani and Giridhari [Krishna], who are intoxicated with and attracted to amorous pastimes with each other, and of Their confidential and eternal associates, simply take shelter of Shrila Rupa Gosvami, following his instructions of relishing the five types of ambrosial service to Lord Krishna according to proper standards, namely: worshipping, glorification, meditation, hearing, and offering obeisaces [arcana, kirtana, dhyana, sravana, and pranama]. And simultaneously serve Govardhana Hill.

Shri Bhajana-darpana
Now Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami explains the very confidential and esoteric aspects of the science of devotional service:

·         Confidential and eternal associates: Lord Krishna surrounded by His friends like Shridama, Subala, etc., and Shrimati Radharani surrounded by Her girlfriends like Shri Lalita-devi and Visakha-devi.

·         Attracted to amorous pastimes: become absorbed in Krishna' s conjugal mellow, knowing that the other mellow-servitorship, friendship and paternal- are less attractive.

·         Receiving direct service in Vraja: devotional service rendered on the stage of sadhana-bhaki is more like going through the motions; it is not direct service to the Lord. In these early stages of perfection, one serves the Lord from a distance. First the devotee serves under the guidance of the manjaris a distance, and then gradually is promoted to serve the sakhis directly. Then after perfecting her service under the tutelage of the sakhis, she receives the direct service of the Divine Couple Shri Radha and Shri Govinda.

Direct service to the Divine Couple
There are unlimited types of direct services: cleaning the groves of Shri-Shri Radha-Krishna's pastimes, arranging Their bed, bringing water, preparing betel-nut pan, stringing garlands, etc. Countless maidservants each have a specific service in which they are totally absorbed.

Direct service is possible only when the living entity obtains his original spiritual body. Direct service on the platform of conjugal mellow floods the heart with inexplicable bliss and ever-fresh devotional sentiments due to recondite ecstatic emotions coming to the surface from within. This bliss is increasing by leaps and bounds at every moment. The devotee's heart cannot be touched by any sadness or sorrow because now his sole concern is to serve his beloved object without the slightest desire for self-aggrandizement. The mood of separation [vipralambha] experienced in the conjugal mellow, which is seemingly painful and sad is incidental; it is factually and merely a transformation of intense ecstasy. There is no way that this feeling can be equated with the sorrow a living entity experiences in the mundane plane.

·         In the shelter of Shrila Rupa Gosvami: the instructions and rules set by Shrila Rupa Gosvami, the spiritual preceptor and authority on the science of devotional mellows or rasa, in his books like Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu and Ujjvala-nilamani are meant to be sincerely followed. He writes (Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu 1.2.90-92]:

"One must worship the Deity form of the lord with faith and devotion; relish the topics of Shrimad-Bhagavatam by hearing from advanced devotees who are knowledgeable in the science of devotional mellows; associate with like-minded Vaishnavas who are pure, more elevated and realized; chant the maha-mantra regularly and constantly; and reside in a holy dhama like Vrndavana. Earlier I enumerated these five types of devotional activities; still I mention them once again only to reiterate their importance and superiority over other devotional processes."
·         Worship the Deity: to serve the lotus feet of the Deities by worshipping Them; to properly observe hari-basar (ekadashi, maha-dvadasi, appearance days of the Lord and other festival days), apply tilaka on the body and respect the maha-prasadam mala (garland used by the Deity); respect, by drinking the caranamrta (water or milk, etc. used to bathe the Deities), and by eating maha-prasadam anna (food offered to the Deities). Observing spiritual vows (kartika-vrata) and to worship and serve Tulasi-devi, etc., are included within Deity worship.

·         Glorification: includes studying the scriptures, discussing Krishna-conscious topics amongst devotees, congregationally chanting the maha-mantra, and singing or talking about the transcendental qualifies and pastimes of the Supreme Lord.

·         Meditation: everything pertaining to remembering. Remembrance of the Lord and His pastimes are referred to as meditation.

Meditation or remembrance
Shrila Jiva Gosvami delineates meditation or dhyana in this manner [Bhakti-sandarbha]:

"Smaranam or remembrance means to search with the mind. One must follow the step-by-step process (remembering first the name, then the form, qualities, etc.) Then one easily advances spiritually and remembers everything pertaining to the Lord like His qualities, associates, paraphernalia and finally His pastimes.”

According to Bhakti-sandarbha, smaranam or meditation is of five kinds:

"1) A little search with the mind for the lord's name, form, etc. is called smaranam.

"2) To withdraw the mind completely from the external phenomena and to slightly direct it towards and delve on the lord is called dharana.

"3) To fix the mind in thoughts of a specific form, pastime, etc. of the lord is known as dhyana.

"4) When dhyana becomes uninterrupted and gives excessive bliss it is known as dhruva-anusmrti.

"5) When only the object of deep meditation is spontaneously manifest in the totality of the mind it is called samadhi"

·         Hearing: to hear about the Supreme Lord's name, form, pastimes, etc. from a pure devotee or a sadhu is the process of hearing. Hearing lectures on the scriptures in class or seminar (istha-gosthi) is also a part of sravanam or hearing.

·         Offering obeisances: to offer obeisances to the Deities and to offer oheisances (dandavat) to the holy places that remind one of the Supreme Lord.

·         Serving Govardhana Hill: Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami has directed this instruction both to himself and to everyone else. Govardhana Hill is the devotees' most precious object of worship.

Raghunatha dasa Gosvami's worship of govardhana-sila

Lord Chaitanya gave Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami a govardhana-sila. He describes this incident in the following words:

"Though I am most fallen and wretched, that divine Personality who saved me from the enticement of great riches and wife etc. by His causeless mercy, became pleased by placing me near Him, accepting me as one of His near and dear associates. Putting around my neck, so I would always have them near my heart, a garland of wild flowers, a gunja-ma1a and a govardhana-sila, may that magnanimous Lord Gauranga always appear in my heart and flood it with sublime ecstasy."

The govardhana-sila is a direct manifestation of the Supreme Lord. To offer worship and obeisances to Govardhana Hill, and to think that 'Since Shrila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami never left the vicinity of Govardhana, I also do not want to go away from here', is a sign of undeviating attachment and is the same as serving Govardhana Hill. For the sadhaka or beginner, this has two meanings:

1) to worship the govardhana-sila in the same manner and with same rules as the Deities, and

2) to stay in the holy place of Lord Krishna's pastimes, which means to stay in Vraja and meditate on the Lord. This is a different way of saying the same thing.

Shrila Rupa Gosvami wrote that to reside in the holy dhama is one of the main limbs of pure devotion.

·         Proper standards: proper standards and rules do not necessarily imply vidhi, or superfluous rules and regulations. Those on the platform of vaidhi-bhakti, or devotional practice ruled by regulation and strictures, will understand 'proper standards' in this way. But those elevated souls who are on the raganuga-bhakti platform will be guided by the rules of raga-bhakti as enunciated by Shrila Rupa Gosvami.


Verse Twelve
Translation



ANYONE WHO, having taken shelter of Shrila Rupa Gosvami and ills direct followers and residing in Gokula (Vraja), sings sweetly these eleven verses that instruct the mind with dear understanding or the purports of these texts, will certainly obtain the priceless gem of devotional service to Shri Radha and Shri Krishna.


Shri Bhajana-darpana
The author is describing the result of reading the eleven verses which he speaks to his own mind, but are indeed applicable to the readers.

Followers:      means followers of Shrila Rupa Gosvami (rupanugas) who relish the same taste in devotional service as oneself, are compassionate and more advanced than oneself. Just as Lalita-devi, in spite of being the leader of her own group, is still subservient to Shrimati Radharani, similarly many elevated bhagavata-uttama or highest-class Vaishnavas, who are gurus of many disciples, are followers of Shrila Rupa Gosvami.

Yuthesvaris or group leaders follow Radha
Shrila Rupa Gosvami writes in Ujjvala-nalamani (Hari-priyaprakaran,61]:

“Shri Lalita-devi and other sakhis are each qualified leaders of their individual groups, but still, because they are intensely greedy to increase their love for their worshipable object Shrimati Radharani and to please Her1 they simply hanker for the position ad mood of being Her followers."
·         Direct followers of Shrila Rupa Gosvami: the teachings of Lord Chaitanya on the principles of mellows (rasa-tattva) as instructed to Shrila Rupa Gosvami, the process of worship and bhajana Shrila Rupa Gosvami himself followed, is called rupanuga-bhajana.
·         Forest of Gokula: any secluded spot within the area of Vraja is referred to here as Gokula.

The glories of Mathura-mandala
Shrila Rupa Gosvami describes the glories of Mathura in his Stava-mala [Mathura-stava]:

"Who is very adept in giving liberation in the form of devotional service at the lotus feet of Shri Govinda; who is embellished with the art of both saving the living entities and helping them cross the ocean of nescience; who shines like the crest jewel of all holy places in the entire creation, being the sacred pilgrimage where Lord Krishna enacted His early childhood pastimes; may that Mathura-dhama, who is even worshiped by Vaikuntha, spread her benedicting rays on you.

"Her effulgence is more brilliant than a million moons; she is invincible even by the tremendous onslaught of material nescience in the form of five types of distress like ignorance, etc. This means that a resident of this place is unscathed by and free from all material sufferings, and hearing the glorious results of residing in this dhama the powerful demigods are also fearful of doing anything to her denizens. Here Krishna performs His eternal pastimes continuously, which captivates the hearts of great sages like Sukadeva Gosvami, Saunaka Rsi, etc. She fulfils the desires of those who worship her.Lord Siva even desires to serve her by being her gatekeeper and guard, and Lord Varaha has sung eulogies to her. May that holy place of Mathura bless you with loving devotion to the Supreme lord.

"She is like the seed of the tree of liberation and the uprooter and destroyer of the weeds of unwanted material desires within the heart She protects one from all inauspiciousness and ills, fulfils all desires, even to the highest stage of love of God. Here lord Krishna's twofold spiritual energies (cit-sakti), which are eternal, full of knowledge and bliss, are forever manifest. May that holiest of dhamas, Mathura, burn to ashes all sinful reactions even of the subtle body, and shower you with love of Godhead.

"0 Avanti (Ujjain)! please pick up the spittoon; 0 Mayapuri (the magical city of Indra), you can fan with the yak-tail; 0 Kanchi! you hold up the umbrella; 0 Kasi (Benares), you keep the slippers ready; 0 Ayodhya (the birthplace of lord Ramacandra)! you do not have to be afraid anymore; 0 Dvaraka! you may stop singing your eulogies, because lord Krishna's Queen, Mathura-devi, is pleased with all of you who are her maidservants.

The glories of Vrndavana-dhama
Again in the Stava-mala [Shri Vrndavana-astakam ], Shrila Rupa Gosvami describes the glories of Vrndavana:

"Whose kadamba tree and other groves are crowded by the cowherd damsels, the gopis, who come running with bubbling joy on hearing the flute of Shri Krishna; who is fragrant with the gentle breeze that carries the scent of lotuses blossoming in the flowing waters of Jamun-devi, the daughter of Mount Kalindi; may that Vrndavana give me shelter.

"Vrndavana is Superior to gaining liberation in Vaikuntha, the spiritual sky, and therefore is thousands of times more auspicious. This land gives the invaluable treasure of the spiritual mellows of servitorship, friendship, parental and conjugal love. She is so influential that lord Brahma, the four-headed guru of the worid, prays to be born there as a humble blade of grass and less. May that holy dhama Vrndavana become my only shelter.

"Her atmosphere is always seeped with the aroma exuding from the distant rows of trees in bloom, making even Laksmi-devi heady and amazed, and the bumblebees attracted by the excessive effusion of nectar from their blossoms are buzzing around and offering prayers to this holy dhama. May that Vrndavana-dhama give me shelter.

"Her entire body, an expansive tract of land, is decorated with the lotus feet impressions marked with signs of lightning, goad etc., of the ever-youthful divine couple Shrimati Radha, whose complexion resembles the lightning flash, and Govinda, whose hue is the color of fresh monsoon clouds. She is surrounded by fresh buds and shoots which are trying to emulate the tender beauty of the nails on the lows feet of the divine couple. May that holy Vrndavana give me shelter.

"Here, Nanda Maharaja's bosom friend King Vrisabhanu's daughter, Shrimati Radhika-devi, has given permission to Vrndadevi to make elaborate arrangements for festivities everyone's increasing pleasure, both for the moving and non-moving living entities Here Krishna, Balarama's younger brother1 the slayer of the demon Pralambhasura, plays His flute with a fine touch to atract the cowherd damsels who are expert in relishing music and the spiritual conjugal mellows; and the place they roam about hearing the flute. May that holy dhama of Vrndavana give me shelter.

"Here the peacocks, mistaking lord Krishna for a fresh rain-laden cloud because of His complexion resembling its hue, are dancing in joy. Here the sun-god's friend King Vrisabhanu's daughter, Shrimati Radharani, is proudly declaring out of great attachment and possessiveness for Her land that 'Vrndavana is mine'; and because of it, the deer, birds and other animals are pairing off and becoming jubilant. May that Vrndavana give me shelter.

"Here countless groves stand witness to adept coquetry and lover's quarrels expertly won by Shrimati Radhika, who is a reservoir of all transcendental qualities. Here the dust gives testimony of the intricate dancing steps of the guru of all the amorous arts and love-strategies, Shri Krishna, by being decorated with the impressions of His lotus feet May that Vrndavana give me shelter.

"Here Giriraja Govardhana, after having attained the rarest distinction of becoming a pure devotee of the Supreme lord (hari-dasa), is eternally residing. Here is situated the extraordinary place of the super-excellent pastimes of lord Krishna that not only amazes the queens of Dvaraka, Rukmini and Satyabhama, but all the young girlfriends of Krishna, the cowherd damsels: it is the arena of the rasa dance. Here clusters of forests with fragrant flowering trees that increase the luster and nectarean charm of the ambience surround the entire area. May that Vrndavana always give me shelter."

·         Instructing the mind: instructing the minds of those devotees who are sincere in pursuing a serious spiritual life of bhajana or worship.

·         Priceless: the very esoteric spiritual purports of Shrila Rupa Gosvami are incomparably superior, being received by him from Lord Chaitanya.

·         Singing sweetly: loudly and clearly in the proper meter, in the company of others or alone, these eleven verses (Shri  Manah-siksa) must be sweetly sung with a mood of entreaty and overflowing love.

·         Clear understanding of the purports: the recondite devotional essence ensconced in these eleven verses should be fully fathomed and then recited or sung.

sábado, 26 de mayo de 2012

Sri Sri Radha-kripa-kataksha-stava-raja


Sri Sri Radha-kripa-kataksha-stava-raja
The PRAYER FOR THE MERCIFUL SIDELONG GLANCE OF SRI RADHA
(An Appeal to Srimati Radharani from the Urdhvamnaya-tantra)
Composed by Lord Shiva
Translated by Kusakratha dasa
Beautiful Sri Radha

Text 1
munindra-vrinda-vandite triloka-shoka-harini
prasanna-vaktra-pankaje nikunja-bhu-vilasini
vrajendra-bhanu-nandini vrajendra-sunu-sangate
kada karishyasiha mam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
O goddess worshiped by the kings of sages, O goddess who remove the sufferings of the three worlds, O goddess whose face is a blossoming lotus, O goddess who enjoy pastimes in the forest, O daughter of Vrishhabhanu, O companion of Vraja's prince, when will You cast Your merciful sidelong glance upon me?

Text 2
ashoka-vriksha-vallari-vitana-mandapa-sthite
pravala-vala-pallava-prabharunanghri-komale
varabhaya-spurat-kare prabhuta-sampadalaye
kada karishyasiha mam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
O goddess staying in a vine-cottage by an ashoka tree, O goddess whose delicate feet are as splendid as red blossoms, O goddess whose hand grants fearlessness, O abode of transcendental opulence's, when will You cast Your merciful sidelong glance upon me?

Text 3
ananga-ranga-mangala-prasanga-bhangura-bhruvam
sa-vibhramam sa-sambhramam drig-anta-bana-patanaih
nirantaram vashi-krita-pratiti-nandanandane
kada karishyasiha mam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
O goddess who, playfully shooting the arrows of Your glances from the curved bows of Your auspicious, amorous eyebrows, have completely subdued Nanda's son [Krishna], when will You cast Your merciful sidelong glance upon me?
Text 4
tadit-suvarna-campaka-pradipta-gaura-vigrahe
mukha-prabha-parasta-koti-sharadendu-mandale
vicitra-citra-sancarac-cakora-shava-locane
kada karishyasiha mam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
O goddess whose form is as splendid as champaka flowers, gold, and lightning, O goddess whose face eclipses millions of autumn moons, O goddess whose eyes are wonderful, restless young chakora birds, when will You cast Your merciful sidelong glance upon me?

Text 5
madonmadati-yauvane pramoda-mana-mandite
priyanuraga-ranjite kala-vilasa-pandite
ananya-dhanya-kunja-rajya-kama-keli-kovide
kada karishyasiha mam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
O young girl intoxicated with passion, O goddess decorated with cheerful jealous anger, O goddess who passionately love Your beloved Krishna, O goddess learned in playful arts, O goddess expert at enjoying amorous pastimes in the kingdom of the peerlessly opulent forest groves of Vrindavana, when will You cast Your merciful sidelong glance upon me?

Text 6
ashesha-hava-bhava-dhira-hira-hara-bhushite
prabhuta-shatakumbha-kumbha-kumbhi kumbha-sustani
prashasta-manda-hasya-curna-purna-saukya-sagare
kada karishyasiha mam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
O goddess decorated with a pearl necklace of bold amorous hints, O goddess as fair as gold, O goddess whose breasts are great golden waterpots, O ocean of happiness filled with the scented powders of gentle smiles, when will You cast Your merciful sidelong glance upon me?

Text 7
mrinala-vala-vallari-taranga-ranga-dor-late
latagra-lasya-lola-nila-locanavalokane
lalal-lulan-milan-manojna-mugdha-mohanashrite
kada karishyasiha mam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
O goddess whose arms are lotus stalks dancing on the waves, O goddess whose dark eyes are dancing vines, O playful, beautiful, charming goddess, when will You cast Your merciful sidelong glance upon me?
Text 8
suvarna-malikancita-trirekha-kambu-kanthage
tri-sutra-mangali-guna-tri-ratna-dipti-didhiti
salola-nila-kuntala-prasuna-guccha-gumphite
kada karishyasiha mam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
O goddess who wear a golden necklace on the three-lined conchshell of Your neck, O goddess splendid with three jasmine garlands and three jewelled necklaces, O goddess whose moving locks of dark hair are decorated with bunches of flowers, when will You cast Your merciful sidelong glance upon me?

Text 9
nitamba-bimba-lambamana-pushpa-mekhala-gune
prashasta-ratna-kinkini-kalapa-madhya-manjule
karindra-shunda-dandikavaroha-saubhagorake
kada karishyasiha mam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
O goddess who wear a sash of flowers on Your curved hips, O goddess charming with a sash of tinkling jewelled bells, O goddess whose beautiful thighs punish the regal elephant's trunk, when will You cast Your merciful sidelong glance upon me?

Text 10
aneka-mantra-nada-manju-nupurarava-skhalatsamaja-
raja-hamsa-vamsha-nikvanati-gaurave
vilola-hema-vallari-vidambi-caru-cankrame
kada karishyasiha mam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
O goddess whose anklets' tinkling is more beautiful than the sounds of many mantras and the cooing of many regal swans, O goddess whose graceful motions mock the moving golden vines, when will You cast Your merciful sidelong glance upon me?

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ananta-koti-vishnu-loka-namra-padmajarcite
himadrija-pulomaja-virincija-vara-prade
apara-siddhi-riddhi-digdha-sat-padanguli-nakhe
kada karishyasiha mam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
O goddess worshiped by Brahma, O goddess to whom countless millions of Vaishnavas bow down, O goddess who give blessings to Parvati, shaci, and Sarasvati, O goddess whose toenails are anointed with limitless opulence's and mystic perfections, when will You cast Your merciful sidelong glance upon me?
Text 12
makheshvari kriyeshvari svadheshvari sureshvari
triveda-bharatishvari pramana-shasaneshvari
rameshvari kshameshvari pramoda-kananeshvari
vrajeshvari vrajadhipe sri-radhike namo 'stu te
O queen of Vedic sacrifices, O queen of pious activities, O queen of the material world, O queen of the demigods, O queen of Vedic scholarship, O queen of knowledge, O queen of the goddesses of fortune, O queen of patience, O queen of Vrindavana, the forest of happiness, O queen of Vraja, O empress of Vraja, O Sri Radhika, obeisance's to You!
Text 13
iti mamadbhutam stavam nishamya bhanu-nandini
karotu santatam janam kripa-kataksha-bhajanam
bhavet tadaiva sancita-trirupa-karma-nashanam
bhavet tada vrajendra-sunu-mandala-praveshanam
Upon hearing this most astonishing prayer of mine being recited by a devotee, may Sri Vrishhabhanu-nandini constantly make him the object of Her most merciful sidelong glance. At that time all his karmic reactions - whether mature, fructifying, or lying in seed - will be completely destroyed, and then he will gain entrance into the assembly of Nandanandana's eternal loving associates.

PHALA SRUTI (THE BENEFIT OF RECITING THIS PRAYER)
The aspirant who recites this hymn on the full-moon day, on the eighth day of the waxing moon, and on the tenth, eleventh and thirteenth days of the waxing and waning moons, achieves the fruition of his desires and, by the grace of Sri Radhika'scompassionate sidelong glance, bhakti characterized by prema sprouts in his heart.
The aspirant who recites this hymn one hundred times, while immersed in the waters of Sri Radha-kunda, either up to his waist, up to his navel, up to his chest, or up to his neck, achieves the perfection of his desired ends and whatever he speaks comes true, he is endowed with full spiritual opulence and gets the direct, personal darshan of Srimati Radharani.
Being pleased with him, Srimati Radhika immediately grants him the greatest benediction and he gets to see with his own eyes Her darling sweet Lord, Sri Syamasundara. The Lord of Vraja, in His turn, grants that devotee an entrance into His eternal sports. For the Vaisnavas there is no greater goal to be achieved than this.

miércoles, 7 de diciembre de 2011

Sri Sri Birbhadra Goswami Prabhu


One day in Nilachala Puri Dhama, Gaurachandra Mahaprabhu discussed something alone with Nityananda.


tumi yao gaudadese karaha samsara
tabe e saba lokera haibe nistara
punaha asiba ami tomara mandire
tomara grihe habe amara avatare
bhakti bilaiya punah asiba samsara
gupu avatara sastre naheta pracara
acintya amara shakti keha nahi jane
sei se janaye tumi janaha sei khane

"Dear Shripada, return to Bengal and get married, then all the people will be delivered. I'll again manifest in Your family and stay in Your home. I'll distribute krishna-bhakti and deliver the whole world. These incarnations of Mine are secret and hidden in the scriptures. No one knows My inconceivable energies. Only You know them perfectly and others know only by Your mercy."

Sri Viracandra or Virabhadra Prabhu appeared on the ninth day of the dark fortnight of the month of Kartik. Krsna dasa Kaviraja Gosvami has given this description of Him in the C.c. Adi 11.8-12:

"After Nityananda Prabhu, the greatest branch is Virabhadra Gosani, who also has innumerable branches and sub-branches. It is not possible to describe them all. Although Virabhadra Gosani was the Supreme Personality of Godhead, He presented Himself as a great devotee. And although the Supreme Godhead is transcendental to all Vedic injunctions, He strictly followed the Vedic rituals. He is the main pillar in the hall of devotional service erected by Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu. He knew within himself that He acted as the Supreme Lord Visnu, but externally He was prideless. It is by the mercy of Sri Virabhadra Gosani that people all over the world now have the chance to chant the names of Caitanya and Nityananda. I there take shelter of the lotus feet of Virabhadra Gosani so that by His mercy my great desire to write Sri Caitanya-Charitamrta will be properly guided."

Sri Birbhadra Gosvami is the son of Sri Nityananda Prabhu and the disciple of Sri Jahnava Mata. His mother is Srimati Vasudha Devi. In the Gaura-ganoddesa-dipika it is described that Sri Viracandra Prabhu is an incarnation of Ksirodakasayi Visnu – one of the expansions of Sri Sankarsana. He is thus not different from Lord Caitanya Himself.

Once upon a time, Isvari (Sri Jahnava Mata) went to the house of one Jadunandana Acarya of Jhamatpur near Rajbol Hat(ta?)œ and by her mercy he became a devotee. Jadunanda's wife was extremely devoted to her husband and his two daughters, Srimati and Narayani, possessed bodily forms which excelled the limits of mortal beauty. By the desire of Isvari that very perfect brahmana gave these two daughters in marriage to Prabhu Viracandra. [B.R.13]

Sri Yadunandana Acarya became the disciple of Vircandra Prabhu and Srimati and Sri Narayani were given initiation in mantra by Sri Jahnava Mata. Viracandra prabhu had a sister, Srimati Gangadevi, who was none other than Mother Ganga herself. Her husband Madhavacarya was an incarnation of Raja Santanu.

Taking permission from his mother, Viracandra Prabhu set out on a pilgrimage to Vrindavana. First he came to Saptagram and proceeded to the house of Sri Uddharana Datta Thakura where He was met by Uddharana Datta's son, Srinivasa Datta. Srinivasa greeted Him with respect and showed Him all hospitality for the two days that he stayed there. From there He went to Santipur where He was led to Advaita Bhavan in a kirtan procession by Advaita Acarya's son, Sri Krsna Misra. Next he crossed the Ganges River and came to Gauri dasa Pandita's house in Ambika Kalna. Sri Hrdaya Caitanya Prabhu respectfully greeted Him and honored Him as His guest. From here He came to Navadvipa, to the house of Jagannath Misra. When the family members and associates of Mahaprabhu learned that He was the son of Sri Nityananda Prabhu, they were highly pleased and showed Him all courtesies.

After spending two days there He came to Sri Khanda where He was greeted very respectfully and affectionately by Sri Raghunandana and to Sri Kanai Thakura. He spent a few days there, and then went to Srinivasa Acarya Prabhu's house in Jajigram, where Acarya Prabhu received his exalted guest by offering Him the appropriate worship. A few days passed In the ecstasy of sankirtan and then Viracandra Prabhu came to Kantak Nagan (Katwa). He remained there for one day and then proceeded to Bhudarigram. There He was received by Sri Govinda Kaviraj who worshipped His lotus feet and offered Him all hospitality. Sri Viracandra Prabhu was very pleased at his devotion and remained there for a couple of days. Thereafter He made His auspicious arrival in Kheturi.

As soon as he received news of His arrival, Sri Narottama Thakura came out in great ecstasy to meet Sri Viracandra Prabhu. He led Him into the courtyard of the temple of Sri Gauranga where sankirtan accompanied with ecstatic dancing commenced. A steady crowd of people thronged to get a glimpse of Prabhu Vircandra.
[B.R. 13]

After spending a few days in Kheturi in ecstatic sankirtana, Viracandra Prabhu set off for Sri Vrindavana Dhama. Along the way many sinful and atheistic people were delivered by His influence. As news of His arrival reached Vrindavana, the Gosvamis, namely Srila Jiva Goswami, Srila Krsna dasa Kaviraj Gosvami, Sri Ananta Acarya, Sri Hari dasa Pandita, Sri Krsna dasa Brahmacari (Sri Madhu Gopala's pujari, a disciple of Sri Gadadhara Pandita), Sri Madhu Pandita (pujari of Sri Gopinatha), Sri Bhavananda, Sri Kasisvara, as well as his disciple Sri Govinda Gosvami and Sri Yadavacarya were all informed.

The Gosvamis, accompanied by many residents of Sri Vrindavana Dhama, all came out to meet Prabhu Viracandra. Everyone was overwhelmed by His appearance in ecstatic love, and they all were humming like bumble bees in discussing His good qualities. Prabhu Viracandra, in the company of these exalted souls, took darshana of Sri Madana Mohana, Sri Govindaji, Sri Gopinatha, the principal Deities in Vrindavana.
[B.R. 13]

After receiving the consent of Sri Jiva Gosvami and Sri Bhugarbha Gosvami, Prabhu Viracandra set out to wander in the twelve forests of Vrajamandala, becoming completely overwhelmed by seeing the various places of Krsna's pastimes, like Sri Radha Kunda, Sri Shyama Kunda and Giri Govardhana. His display of ecstatic symptoms captivated the Brijbasis. After seeing the sights of Sri Vrajadhama, Bircandra Prabhu returned to Gaudadesa.

All of the divine qualities of His father, Sri Nityananda Prabhu, were fully present in Him. Those who were fortunate enough to witness His ecstatic love praised His glories far and wide.

Gopijana Vallabha, Rama Krsna and Ramacandra, who are thought by some to be the sons of Virabhadra Gosai, were actually His disciples. The youngest, Rama Krsna, who resided at Khardaha, belonged to the Sandilya Gotra and was a member of the Batabyal brahmana community, known for their great accomplishment in studying the Vedas. The oldest, Gopijana Vallabha, lived at Latagram near Manakar, in the district of Barddhaman. The middle one, Rama­candra, lived at Ganeshpur near Maldah. Because their gotras and surnames (titles) were different, and because they lived at different places, it is concluded they were not actually Vira­candra Prabhu's sons.

His birthplace is at Khardaha, which now is a rail station on the Sealdah-Krsnanagar line. The village where Nityananda Prabhu made His advent in this world - Ekacakra - is also named Viracandra­pur. Here the Deity of Sri Bankim Raya was worshipped by Vira­candra Prabhu.

sábado, 26 de noviembre de 2011

Nisanta lila Gaura radha krishna lila



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During rest period, Radha and Krsna meet in dreams and enjoy limitless loving
pastimes together. Also in this time the flowers open, bumblebees and different birds start singing.

Bhavana Sara Sangraha. Chater 1. Text 5

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IAt the end of night, in a beautiful jewelled temple in the garden of Sriivaasa Thaakura, Srî Gaurasundara lay sleeping on a flower-petal mattress in a bed bedecked with precious gems. Due to the pleasant sounds made by the bees and cuckoos, His blissful sleep was broken. He arose, overwhelmed with the ecstasy of His own bhava, but then another mood soon overtook Him. Astonishing anubhavas such as joy, sorrow and fear began to appear in His beautiful body. Tears of ecstatic love fell from His lotus eyes and goose bumps covered His golden form. Remembering Radha-Krishnas pastimes in the nikunja-mandira, He sighed deeply and His lotus eyes reddened with passion. Seeing such sweetness, all the devotees began to float in an ocean of prema.
Still sleepy, Gaurasundara intertwined His fingers, held His arms up high and stretched. He yawned, His teeth glistened and His nostrils flared. At that time, Svaruupa Daamodara and the other bhaktas gathered there and eagerly offered arati to Mahaprabhu. Someone with a very sweet voice began to sing, while someone else played a sweet-sounding mridanga. The karatalas, mrdangas and other instruments all sounded very nice together. Seeing the Lord’s beautiful lotus face, someone began to dance madly. In this way, all the bhaktas became drowned in transcendental bliss. No one can describe such happiness!
After that, Mahåprabhu and the bhaktas proceeded to His home, and when they arrived at His door, He bade them good-bye. Then He went inside, lay down on His bed and fell asleep. I joyfully remember these pastimes of Sri Gauranga Mahaprabhu at the end of night.

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I take shelter of Sri Krsna Caitanya, the wonderfully compassionate Lord, who cured the world from its intoxicating madness of ignorance, maddening it instead with the nectar-treasure of Love for Himself (2)

I offer my obeisances to the eternal pastimes of Sri Radha's heart's friend in Vraja (Sri Krsna), the service of whose lotus feet is the highest goal of devotional service, and is only attainable through intense sacred greed. This is unattainable even by Lord Brahma, Lord Siva or Ananta Sesa. Now I will describe this mentally performed service which is practised by devotees that travel on the path of raga. (3)

SUMMARY OF THE EIGHTFOLD DAILY PASTIMES: May Sri Krsna, who daily returns from the kunja's to the meadows at the end of night, who milks the cows in the morning and evening, and who eats then also, who plays with Sri Radhika and Her girlfriends at noon and at night, who returns to His village in the afternoon and who pleases His well wishers in the evening, protect us! (4)

All glories to Sri Govinda Lilamrta, the immortal nectar pastimes of Sri Govinda, that defeats the nectar of the demigods, or the desire for liberation, bestows a wonderful sacred thirst whenever it is drunk through words or with the mind, curing the disease of material life and deluding one with loving intoxication, nourishing the heart and the body and giving a high taste to those who always relish this nectar. (5)

Won't I be the cause of great laughter for Vaisnava's who always play in the nectar-ocean of Sri Krsna's pastimes? But even though I am incompetent, mediocre, less intelligent and unqualified, I desire to taste that nectar! (6)

May the lowly words of a great clown like me cause laughter and joy to the Vaisnava's of Vraja, whose minds are absorbed in the dance-like pastimes of Sri Krsna, that were exposed by real playwrights like Sri Rupa Gosvami! (7)

Although I am dull minded, my lowly words about the Lord's pastimes will be liked by the saints, since it is said (in Srimad Bhagavata 1.5.11) that every word about the Lord's activities, though imperfectly composed, will destroy the sins accumulated by humanity. Encouraged by this statement, I will now describe the eternal nectarean pastimes of Govinda.... (8)

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Sri Radha and Sri Krishna competed with each other in erotic cleverness, but Their fight ended when fatigue invited Nidra devi, the goddess of sleep, bringing her to Them. Their maidservants, who were also sleeping, were accustomed to get up in time to do their service. Have they now automatically awoken, knowing that the night is over? Getting up from bed, these maidservants looked around anxiously. Seeing that the best of lovers (Radha and Krishna) were still sleeping in solitude, they quietly sat up in their beds on the courtyard of the nikunja. They yawned and jokingly inquired from each other about what had happened. With their bee-like eyes rolling because of staying up late at night, they relished the vision of Hari's love signs on their breasts.

Some of these maidservants then began to perform their scheduled service at daybreak, stringing flowers and preparing betel leaves. They smelled the fragrance of Radha and Krishna's bodies, which were bound together by Cupid. With their lotus-like faces they looked through slits in the wall of the grove-cottage and saw how Radha and Krishna were embraced by the goddess of sleep, due to being tired from Their clever, erotic dance. They saw that the jeweled lamps that were standing here and there in the kunja made Krishna shine like a blue lotus flower and made Sri Radhika look like a golden campaka flower, even though Their effulgent forms were no longer covered by garlands or ornaments.


One sakhi (maidservant) told another, "Sakhi, Radha and Krishna's sakhis don't know how to dress and decorate Them! Therefore, Their sakhi Srngaradhu (over ornamentation personified) became angry, threw away Their clothes and ornaments and decorated Them with thousands of nail marks, making Them look even more beautiful. Their complexions complement each other through Their embrace. Golden Radhika is dressed by Krishna's blue complexion, and blue Krishna is dressed by Radhika's golden complexion. To avoid repetition of this pattern, the incorporal god Cupid removed Their blue and golden garments. When Cupid conquered the kingdom of Sri Radhika's body, shyness became the protectress of the land, taking her position in Radhika's head, eyes and breasts. Alas! Has she now been exiled? If bashfulness cannot stay in any secret place in Sri Radhika's body, she must have made some offense. Or maybe she has appeared as Radhika's auspicious glances to give joy to our eyes? Or maybe bashfulness disappeared, handing the ingdom over to Cupid? By doing this she may get incomparable opulence (i.e. after awakening, Radhika may become even more shy.) Is the steady Krishna-cloud showering the restless Radha-lightning with sweet rasa? How amazing! The Lord rewards the maidservants even before they've served Him!"


Elsewhere, some maidservants prepared betel leaves, strung flower garlands and made different kinds of ointments. They placed aguru frankincense in their trays and spent some time with other scheduled services. Then, a soft, cool breeze blew at the end of the night for the pleasure of the Lord and Lady of the nikunja. One maidservant said, "Sakhi, I understand that the sleep of this soft breeze is also broken, and because of its drowsiness it blows only softly. This soft Malayan breeze pleases all the ten directions, filling them with the fragrances of the blooming flowers of the vines and trees, which it kisses and carries around at the end of night, waking up the sleeping honeybees as it enters their nostrils."

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Radha and Krsna became awaken as a result of attempts of the birds, but kept lying on the playbed. Then the male and female parrots, named as Vicaksana and Suksmadhi, who were able to speak in a human language, tried to arise Them from the moon-like bed. But Radha and Krsna only tightly embraced each other and didn’t care to get u

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May the saints give a place on the shore of the lake of their ears to nourish this cow (text) of mine, which is heading towards Gokula, but is afflicted by wandering over the desert of my mouth! (9)

SUMMARY OF THE DAWN-PASTIMES (3.24-6.A.M): I remember Radha and Krsna at night's end, being awakened by various sounds of the parrots that were sent by Vrnda devi and that were making Them rise from Their pleasure-bed by reciting different pleasant and unpleasant poems to Them. They are joyfully witnessed by Their friends as They are tired from Their loving pastimes, and They become afraid of the words of the old she-monkey Kakkhati, so They leave for Their individual homes, although They are still thirsty for more pastimes, and go to sleep. (10)

Seeing the end of the night, Vrnda ordered her birds to awaken Radhika and Madhusudana. Although they were eager to sing from the beginning, the parrots remained silent on Vrnda's order. Now they joyfully surrounded the bower and started warbling. The she-parrots sang in the grapevines, the male parrots in the pomegranate trees, the cuckoos with their mates in the mango trees, the pigeons in the Pilu-trees, the peacocks in the Kadamba-trees, the bees buzzed in the vines and the cocks started cooing on the ground. (11-13)

Then a swarm of bees, greedy after honey, began to hum like Cupid's auspicious conch in the charming grove which was full of blooming vines and had a bed of lotus flowers. A swarm of joyful she-bees, intoxicated hummed like the auspicious cymbals of Cupid to awaken Govinda. (14-15)

A flock of birds repeatedly sang ku-hu on the fifth note like the vina of Cupid. The cuckoos sat next to their mates in the mango-trees, intoxicated with divine love, relishing the soft mango-pits, sweetly singing with clear voices like Cupid's vina. (16-17) I suppose the king of hyena's called Cupid frightened the does of the gopis' patience, moral conduct and fame. He became angry at the tigers of their proud pique and roars at them with the sound of the cooing pigeons. (18)

Whilst awakening Radha and Krsna in the morning, the peacocks cried out ke ka , as if asking who (ke) other than Krsna can lift the mountain of Radha's patience and what other lady (ka) than the very fortunate daughter of king Vrsabhanu, though they may be very beautiful, can chain down and control the maddened elephant Krsna. (19) The cocks also said ku ku ku kuu with short, long and intermediate vowels, like a brahmana boy reciting the Vedas. Then, although the birds were calling Them with their warbling, Radha and Krsna, unaware of Each other's wakeful state and upset at the prospect of breaking Their intimate embrace, pretended to sleep with Their eyes closed. One very learned sarika (female parrot) named Manjubhasini, who witnessed Radha and Krsna's entire night pastime, and who was very dear to Vrsabhanu's daughter, addressed Krsna, sitting in a golden cage.

gokula bandho jaya rasa sindho jagrhi talpam tyaja sasikalpam
prityanukulam srita bhuja mulam bodhaya kantam ratibhara tantam

"0 Friend of Gokula! Glory to You, 0 ocean of spiritual flavours! Please arise from Your moonlike bed! Awaken Your lover, who is sheltered in Your arms and who is tired of loving pastimes!" (23)

O Lord of Vraja! The morning sun, which is so cruel to young girls by nature, is swiftly rising! Leave the bank of the Yamuna and quickly return to Your bedroom!" (24)

O Lotus-eyed friend (Radhike)! Now You enjoy Your sleep after so much endeavour in Your play (the previous night). There is no fault in that, 0 chaste girl, but look, the rising sun in the east colours the sky red, unable to tolerate Your happiness like Your rival gopi Candravali! 0 Lotus eyed friend! The night is over, the morning has come! The sun has risen! Arise now from Your nice bed of cool leaves!" (25-26)

Then Vicaksana, a male parrot who was very attached to Krsna, very calm by nature and expert in using words, recited a series of verses full of clear and sweet syllables that were suitable for awakening Madhava:

jaya jaya gokula mangala kanda vraja yuvali tati bhrngy aravinda
pratipada vardhita nandananda Sri govindacyu:a na(a sanda

"Glory glory to You, 0 source of auspiciousness of Gokula, lotus for the bee-like girls of Vraja! 0 Govinda, 0 infallible One! You increase Nanda's joy at every step and give joy to the surrendered souls!"

prabhatam ayatam asesa ghosa trsarta netra bhramararavinda
garistha bhuyistha visistha nistham
gostham pratisthasva davistam istham

"0 Lotus for the thirsty bee-like eyes of the people of Vraja! Look, morning has broken! Swiftly return to Your abode in the meadows, which is affectionately served by Your relatives and superiors! If not, You may be embarrassed by them!" (29)

"0 Lotus-eyed One! Look! The eastern horizon, seeing that the red morning sun wants to rise, looks like a ladylove with a bright red dress (as is worn by a wife whose body is smeared with kunkuma, as she expects her husband home). So give up Your sleep, 0 Krsna! Look! The moon has fled along with the night out of fear of the sun, so You also leave the bank of the Yamuna now and return home with Your innocent lady-love! 0 Krsna! The sun is rising, the Cakravaka-bird looks with one eye at the sunrays, that colour the eastern horizon red, and at her distant husband with the other eye. The owls, who are blind for the day, enter into their tree-hollows, becoming silent out of fear of the sounds of day. So give up Your sleep, 0 Krsna!" (30-32)

A sarika named Suksmadhi, who kept all the verses she learnt from Vrnda-devi around her neck (i.e. memorised them) as a necklace, whose sweet words were intoxicated by drinking the wine of love for Sri Radha and whose feathers stood on end out of that love, made her words dance on the stage of her tongue, just to awaken Her. She sang: "0 beloved of the prince of Vraja! Quickly return to Your abode, before people start travelling over the roads of Vraja! 0 Fairfaced girl! Look, the sun is swiftly rising! Leave Your bed and return to Your home in Vraja! 0 sakhi ! Give up Your drowsiness and wake up, wake up Your lover! Leave the kunja and return home! Don't give the people any chance to embarrass You! Working people are coming now for their scheduled work!" (33-37)

Although Radha and Krsna were both awake, They were still lying down in a tight embrace and although They were very restless, knowing that the night was over, they could not leave Their beautiful happy place. Sri Radhika placed Her back against Krsna's knees, Her breasts on His chest and Her face on His face, embracing Him around the neck and using His arms as Her pillow. Although She had awoken, She could not move Her body even slightly. Krsna became restless and got up from bed to return to Vraja, but He could not move His body even slightly because He was afraid to disturb Sri Radhika's tight embrace.(38-40)

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Hearing the nice humming of the bees, Vrindadevi woke up, looked around everywhere and then engaged her pet birds in awakening her Lord and Lady. On Vrinda's order the roosters woke up, craned their necks and flapped their wings. They crowed about five or six times, awakening Sri Radhika, who became very disturbed. Seeing that the roosters stopped Her from embracing Krishna, Sri Radhika angrily cursed them saying, "Hey roosters, go crow in hell! Why are you crowing here?" Sri Radhika slightly slackened Her embrace of Sri Krishna's chest. Hearing that the roosters had become silent, She thought that they had gone to hell because of Her curse. Then, She tightened Her embrace, and fell asleep again. When the tittibhas and other birds began to sing, Sri Radhika, whose sleep was disturbed again, said, "Hey! Excuse Me! Let me sleep a little longer!" And She stretched out, slightly. Then, all the waterbirds like the kadambas, karandavas, swans and cranes and all the land birds like the pigeons, saris, sukas, peacock and cuckoos awoke and began to sing nectarean songs about Krishna.

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Krsna sit dawn on the bed and sees Radharahi’s Beauty is aroused... but She arises and Loving exchanges were keeping on.
Govinda Lilamrita. Chapter 1. Text 41-59

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Then a peahen named Sundari, who is very proud of her absorption in love for Radhika, left her husband in the Kadamba-tree and came down in the yard of the nikunja cottage. Han's pet peacock named Tandavik quickly descended from the Kadamba-tree, spread out his feathers and happily began to dance all around The doe named Rangini, leaving her husband at the foot of a mango-tree, joyfully and swiftly approached the kunja-gate to cast restless loving glances at Radha and Krsna's lotuslike faces. Han's pet deer Suranga, who gives great joy to Krsna, arrived in the kunja, leaving his mangotree, fixing the waves of his gaze on Krsna's face, his body freed from the grip of fatigue. (41-50)
ri Krsna, having arisen, sat up in the bed and took slender Radha, who still pretended to sleep with closed eyes, on His lap with His arms to attentively behold Her sweetness. With a slight smile Acyuta drank the nectar of Her lover's face which was like a morning lotus. Her eyes restlessly rolled like wagtail birds and Her curly locks surrounded Her forehead like a swarm of black bees. With great love Krsna saw how Radhika stretched out Her arms, entwining the fingers of both Her hands. While yawning She slightly showed Her teeth, that shine like Kunda-flowers, and rubbed Her whole body. Seeing His exhausted lover in the morning, resting face up on His lap, in false anger, Her face slightly smiling and crying at the same time, with Her half-opened braid, Her crushed flower garland, Her broken necklace, Her eyes showing weariness externally, but joy inwardly, eagerly looking at Him, again and again rolling with them while She opened them, the moon of Vraja (Krsna) felt paramount joy (51-54)

Sri Radha, who was languid with loving fatigue, placed Her exhausted body on the body of Krsna, that was bluish like a glistening Tamala-tree. She could be compared with a steady streak of lightning resting in a fresh blue raincloud, or with a golden lotusflower. (55)

Seeing Han's face with its glistening Makara-earrings, His gentle sweet smiles, His eyes weary from Their pastimes, His curly hair locks smelling of lotus flowers and His lips cut by Her teeth and blackened by Her eyeliner, lotus-eyed Radhika became eager to enjoy with Him once more. (56)

Krsna also thought of resuming His love sports when He saw His lover's slightly smiling face, with Her eyes slightly contracted out of shyness from Their exchange of glances. He lifted His beloved's head which was lowered out of shyness with His left hand and Her chin with Hi right hand. He bent His neck and repeatedly kissed Her face which was beautified by Her smiling cheeks. Immersed in an ocean of bliss from the touch of Her lover's lips, Radha slightly closed Her eyes, moved Her hands and softly said: "No, no!", giving great joy to Her girlfriends. (57-59)

Krishna Bhavanamrita Chapter 1

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Radha and Krishna awoke simultaneously and stretched out Their bodies, feeling afflicted by separation from each other’s embrace. While stretching, Sri Radhika's body looked like a bow of campaka flowers and Krishna's body resembled a bow of blue lotus flowers. Then, They blissfully embraced each other again, tightly. Their maidservants understood that Radha and Krishna had woken up, and they fearlessly yet silently opened the door of the kunja cottage, their anklebells jingling with each charming footstep, as they entered the cottage. Hearing Her maidservants' softly jingling anklebells, Sri Radhika wanted to get up from bed, but She was unable to do so, being tightly held by Krishna's vine-like arms. So, She remained lying in His chest, unable to move.
Just as Sukadeva Goswami expertly awakens the world from maya by glorifying the Lord in an attractive way (i.e. explaining the Bhagavata Purana), similarly the (male) suka-parrots, Daksa and Vicaksana, woke the Lord up at Vrinda's request.
First Daksa sang, "You who are expert in unlimited erotic games! You who are showering nectar on the gopis' eyes! O mad elephant, who swims in the love-river of His beloved One! O You who inundates all the worlds in His own sweetness! O, ocean of rasa! Are you sleeping, immersed in the bliss of tasting your lover's lips? That's not improper; but the night, who is called Ksanada (giver of only a moment of pleasure), and who facilitates Your love festival, has now ended."
Then, Vicaksana sang, "O, Lord! give up Your sleep; morning has broken. Be clever now and conceal Your desires. If not, then it will be seen by others. Slacken Your embrace of Your beloved and return to Vraja. Glory to You, joy of Vraja! O, moon of the milk ocean of King Nanda's heart! O, flower on the vine of mother Yasoda's piety! Go home, and make Your friends happy."
Then, the (female) sarika-parrots, Subha and Suksmadi called Sri Radhika. "Glory to You, my queen! Laxmi, the goddess of fortune, and the most beautiful women in the world desire the beauty of Your face and Your pastimes. You became intoxicated by drinking the honey of Your lover's lotus face, and now You are sleeping? That is not proper at
this time of the morning. Therefore, I'm awakening You. Don't delay any more. Wake up! Follow the etiquette. Don't embarrass Yourself! Go Home! Who will teach You some good manners? You are the siksa guru in good manners (in surrender to Krishna) for all the gopis!"
Hearing this, the loving Couple sat up in bed, looking as beautiful as all that is beautiful in the three worlds. Their anklebells and waistbells jingled sweetly, and the splendor of their bodies shone brightly. Their faces were surrounded by disheveled locks of hair, illuminated by the splendor of Their earrings and necklaces. Their lotus-like hands moved here and there, groping for Their clothes, which had fallen off. For some time the two lovers hung against each other, Their eyes rolling from fatigue and Their hair disheveled. They sat facing each other, supporting Their bodily weight on each other’s shoulders. They raised Their mouths as They yawned and stretched out Their bodies. It looked as if Their lotus-like faces were circumambulating each other. With the rays of the lamps of Their pearl-like teeth They performed the arati (ceremony) of each other’s faces, and with the tongue-like corners of Their beautiful, slightly opened eyes They relished each other’s sweetness. Then again They experienced the oy of sleep for a while. With Their beautiful, dizzy faces gazing at each other, They were lying in a tight embrace, and Their bodies rolled off the uneven bed of flowers. Neither the bed nor Nidradevi could leave Radha and Krishna, because both were overcome by feelings of separation. Alas, still the very hard hearted birds began to sing in the morning, separating Radha and Krishna from each other.

The sakhis, who purchase with millions of hearts only a mere drop of the luster of Radha and Krishna's blissful erotic beauty, allowed their fish- like eyes to enter the latticed windows of the nikunja to play in the flood of Their natural beauty.
Visakha told Lalita, "Sakhi! Look how beautiful the erotic signs on Radha and Krishna's bodies are! Although They are niramsuka (without clothes) They are beautified with much amsuka (spiritual luster). And although They are vihari (enjoyers or without necklaces) They are also atihari (very beautiful). Although They are anangada (without armlets) They are anangada (giving erotic joy to each other). Although They are niranjana (without eyeliner) They are niranjana (very pleasing to each other). Their lipstick was washed away during Their playful absorption and Their playbed was all messed up. Such are the signs of Their enjoyment."
Lalita replied, "Sakhi, last night these Two began their love fight by pulling each other's hair, biting each other's lips and scratching each other with Their nails. The red kunkuma powder on Sri Radhika's breasts colored Acyuta's feet with Her hearts passion, and Krishna carried the passion of Her lotus feet on His head in the form of Her glistening footlac."
In this way, with soft voices, the sakhi's secretly described Radha and Krishna's love affairs to each other. They were immersed in an ocean of bliss, praising their own good fortune. Radha and Krishna's luster (rupa manjari) increased because of the blissful enjoyment of Lalita and the other attracted sakhis. Then, the expert maidservant, Rupa Manjari, appeared and beheld the exquisite beauty of Their love-game. She saw that They looked most charming on Their playbed with Their ornaments scattered here and there, and Their footlac, spots from chewing pan, eyeliner and vermilion washed away by the drops of Their
perspiration. One maidservant placed a pillow on Radha and Krishna's bed. One covered Their bodies with fine clothes. Another removed Their drowsiness and the rolling of Their eyes by serving Them a glass of awakening nectar drink.
When the lotus-like eyes in Radha and Krishna's moon-like faces, which were surrounded by honeybee-like locks of hair, began to worship each other, Cupid woke up and quickly fetched his bow. Cupid became angry at being overruled. He pierced Their moon-like faces, which were covered with dark ropes of Their curly locks, with his arrows, making nectar ooze out. Hridevi, the goddess of bashfulness, was sleeping outside of the cottage, but she was startled by the jingling bangles and anklebells of the approaching sakhis. So, she entered Sri Radhika's heart, which caused Her to loosen Her embrace of Sri Krishna.
When Sri Radhika became eager to untangle Her hair from Her nosering and earrings, one maidservant saw this, and giggling said, "O, Loving Couple! The incorporeal Cupid bound You up with the strings of Your mutual passion through Your hair, earrings, and the like. Now he wants to obstruct all these attachments, although You are one soul." Hearing this, fair-faced Radhika became annoyed and said, "O, you maidservants! I know you! Keep quiet!" Despite hearing this, the maidservants kept on giggling, expertly serving Her by untangling the knots themselves.
Another maidservant dampened a very soft and valuable cloth in rosewater and wiped the eyeliner, lipstick, footlac and so on from Radha and Krishna's faces, making them shine like mirrors. One maidservant placed betel leaves in Their mouths. Another one quickly and expertly performed Their mangala arati with a jeweled lamp, as if she were waving around thousands of her hearts. Other maidservants held mirrors before Them, some brought in body ornaments, while another removed Their drops of perspiration by softly fanning Them.
Seeing Krishna's bite marks on Her face as She looked in the mirror, Sri Radhika thought, "Today Madhusudana (the Krishna-honeybee) has drunk all the nectar from My lotus face by biting Me." This made Her very happy, and She could not put the mirror away. Sri Radhika thought, "Today, My nectarean form, which is unrivaled in all the three worlds, and My boundless youthful sweetness have become successful by being most blissfully enjoyed by My dear One!"
While Radhika thought like that, Her lover drank all the nectar of Her sweetness with His eyes. This made Her feel unlimited bliss within, and Sri Krishna's lotus face became the playground of Her beautiful sidelong glances. In an independent mood (svadhina bhartrika) Sri Radhika said, "Womanizer! Have You messed up my dress and ornaments? Why are You so complacent? Straighten everything out before My girlfriends return here and ridicule Me! Pacify Cupid, the god of love, by applying Your cleverness in decorating Me. Put him back into the temples of Our minds by removing the spots of musk and vermilion from my body, now that You've taken him out by covering Me with nail and bite marks."
Krishna replied, "You speak the truth! The worshipable incorporeal Cupid became manifest on the surface of Your body. Let Me worship him with ornaments, fragrances, garments, flowers, garlands and sandalwood pulp." Krishna then softly combed Radhika's hair with a comb handed to Him by the maidservant, Bhanumati. After tidying Her hair, He expertly braided it with a garland of malati flowers. With a new pencil He painted pictures on Radhika's body using musk, sandal and vermilion. It was as if these charming pictures were made by the lines of His passion. He placed beautiful earrings on Radhika's ears, which were handed to Him by Lavanga manjari, and He smeared fresh eyeliner on Her lotus-like eyes. When He hung a beautiful, long necklace around Her, handed to Him by Ruci manjari, Radhika proudly said, "Why do You put My necklace on before smearing My breasts with sandalwood pulp? You don't know how to dress Me!" Krishna proudly replied, "Radhe! I made wonderful pictures on Your breasts, which astonished Visaka and Your other friends, who are very proud of their own skill in drawing pictures."
Then Hari gave a wink to Sri Rupa manjari, Lila manjari and Rati
manjari, indicating that they should bring their brushes. When He began to paint Sri Radhika's breasts, the flower-archer, Cupid, aimed his arrows at Him. Hari's hand began to shiver and the lines of the pictures He painted became crooked and were practically washed out. The maidservants thought that clever Krishna was lighting the firewood of Radhika's patience with the fire of lust. Cupid did not think much of Krishna's efforts in ornamenting His beloved and made the pictures fall from their positions, joyfully ornamenting both the Lovers with the scattered fragments of decoration.
The maidservants had the desires of their bloom-like eyes fulfilled with the audience of the Divine Couple in the nikunja, and they prayed that their fulfillment would last for a long time. But, when they saw that Radha and Krishna wanted to enjoy again, they somehow found excuses to leave the kunja. From outside, fixing their eyes on the latticed windows they experienced bliss at every second, but they became morose when they looked to the east where the sun was rising. The restless glances of these sakhi's are always manifested in the hearts of the practicing devotees (sadhaka bhaktas).

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Sakhis entered the grove with the joyful smiles on their faces. They were relishing the jokes of Krsna, witnessing restless eyes of Radharani and cosmetics that stuck on the lovebed of flowers, having fallen off at the beginning of Their amorous loveplay in the nikunja.


Govinda Lilamrita Chapter 1 Text 60-105

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Those girlfriends, afraid of the unavoidable dawn, entered the grove which was filled with the sounds of many bees, joking and prodding eachother, joyfully smiling. (60)

Sri Radhika doubled Her lover's pleasure by showing Him Her restless eyes at seeing Her friends approaching unnoticed with their smiling faces. Then she got up from His thighs, covering Her body with Krsna's yellow cloth and looking shyly at Her friends. Then She sat down next to Her lover. (61-62)

The sakhis felt great joy over and over again from watching Their two dear Ones (Radha-Krsna) whose lips bore the cuts from Each other's bites, whose bodies were covered with nail marks, whose makeup had been washed away, clothes loosened, hair disheveled and garlands and necklaces broken. Their bed indicated all these different sports. The middle was colored with the deep vermilion from Acyuta's body, the sides were smeared with Radha's wonderful footlac and throughout were drops of eyeliner, sandal paste and vermilion. Radha's girlfriends saw the bed, which was made of wilted flowers, covered with various signs of pan, eyeliner and body-ointments, looking just like Sri Radha's body, which was marked with similar signs of Her lover's enjoyment. With their eyes they relished the restless lips of Han about to say some joking words and beautiful Radhika's lotuslike face, which was lowered out of shyness. (63-66)

Showing them His chest, Han, hoping to see a sweet medley of emotions on His beloved's face, said: "0 Friends, look! The star named Radha, seeing that Her lover the moon is leaving, fearfully marks hundreds of moonbeams on the canvas of the sky, desiring to see him!" (Double meaning: "Look! In the morning time Radhika, being afraid of Her lover's departure, marks His chest with hundreds of moonray-like nail marks, being eager to see Him!") Saying this, Krsna showed all the gopis His chest. (67-68)

When Krsna said this, Radhika, seeing Her girlfriends laughing, moved Her restless eyebrows, expanded Her spotless cheeks and shyly looked at Her lover with crooked glances as if striking Him. Being full of conjugal bliss, slightly closed, filled with tears, their borders colored red, restless out of shame and fear, crooked with envy and with blooming pupils from the great joy of beholding Her lover's face, Sri Radhika's eyes increased the bliss of Krsna's eyes unlimitedly (69-70)

Thus the sakhis drank the sweetness of Radha and Krsna's dawn sports. Both were immersed in an ocean of love-bliss. This made the sakhis forget their proper scheduled activities. (71) Seeing everyone thus immersed in the ocean of Radha and Krsna's nectarean pastimes, intoxicated by love, Vrnda became apprehensive and engaged her she-parrots, who knew her purpose, once more with a wink. (72) One such a parrot named Subha, who was expert in awakening Srimati (Radhika), preventing Her shame before Her superiors, Her fear of Her husband and ridicule from the people, said: "0 Lotus-eyed friend! Your mother-in-law has arisen, saying: "Radhel Your husband will com here from the barn with lots of milk, being carried by his servants, so quickly get up and perform Your auspicious domestic rites!" Before she says that, You must leave this grove and slip back into Your bedroom unseen!" 0 dear friend! The moon, the Lord of the stars, having finished his sports with his stars at night, has now disappeared from the veil of e sky So you also leave the kunja now and go home, 0 innocent One! The sunrays color the lunar path golden, the people are coming on the main roads, so, 0 innocent One, quickly leave the kunja and go on the auspicious path home!" (73-76).

"0 Krsna! The morning has come and still You could not leave this innocent girl? Her mother-in-law, whose heart is covered with the mud of anxiety, mistrusts Her, Her bitter husband lives up to his name Abhimanyu (always angry) and Her dull sister-in-law is always rude and abuses Her!" (77)

Thus the Milk ocean of Radha's heart was stirred by the Mandara mountain of the sarika's words. With Her eyes wandering like baby-fish and saddened by the prospect of separation from Krsna, She got up from bed. (78)

Krsna too, seeing that the restless eyes of Vrsabhanu's daughter were agitated with fear, put on Her fine blue cloth and quickly got up from bed. Wearing Each other's clothes, Radha and Krsna held Each other's hands and fearfully came out of the kunja (79-80)

Krsna, holding Radhika's hand in His left hand and His flute in His right hand, left the kunja, looking like a cloud embraced by a wreath of lightning. (81)

One maidservant carried a golden pot, one carried a fan, another a golden wand, one a clear mirror, another one brought fine sandal paste and kunkuma, some girl brought a betel box inset with jewels and another one a sarika-parrot in a cage. Thus all these girls joyfully came out of the kunja-cottage. (82)

Slightly smiling, one sakhi came out of the kunja, taking an ivory box with vermilion which was studded with sapphires and gold and which looked like the breasts of a pregnant girl with her. One clever girl, collecting all the pearls from a necklace which was broken during an amorous embrace, bound them tightly in her arms ,and came out of the kunja-cottage. Srimati Rati manjari quickly grabbed the earrings which had fallen from the bed, came out of the kunja and placed them back on the ears of Her Queen. Srimati Rupa Manjari, a very dear friend of Sri Radha's, picked up Her blouse from the side of the bed, came out of the kunja and returned it to Her in private. The maidservant Guna manjari picked up Radha and Krsna's chewed pan and distributed it outside of the kunja. Manjulali took the garlands and the sandalwood pulp which had fallen from Radha and Krsna's bodies from the bed and distributed it to all the gopis outside. (83-88)

The sakhis began to giggle, covering their mouths with their hands, seeing that Krsna wore Radhika's cloud blue sari and that happy Radhika wore Krsna's yellow cloth. They restlessly looked all around, casting squinted glances at each other in great bliss. (89)

Radha and Krsna, seeing the signs of Their girlfriends' laughter, looked at Each other's faces with blooming eyes and became struck with wonder, merging in a swelling ocean of bliss. (90)

Because Radhika's fine dark blue sari was so much like Krsna's own complexion He was as if merged in it, unrecognisable. Similarly Radhika almost vanished in dear Han's bright yellow cloth, like milk inside a golden conchshell. (91)

Then Lalita, upset at seeing the rising sun spoiling the two lovers' playful nectarean enjoyment, angrily spoke the following abusive words: "0 Radhe! Look at this rising sun! Because of breaking the enjoyment of the best of women with their lovers, he lost both his legs through leprosy. Still he will not give up. The saying 'it is difficult to give up one's nature' is certainly true!" (92-93)

Casting Her glance, reddened by anger at the breaking of Her love-happiness, at the sky reddening by the sunrise, King Vrsabhanu's daughter smiled because of Lalita's words and spoke the following sweet soft words: "The sun sets and, crossing, even without legs, the sky in half a moment, rises again. If the Creator had given him legs, there would have been no night at all, despite the sun's course!" (94-95)

Seeing the charming beauty of the morning-time and being intoxicated with joy over drinking Radhika's ambrosial words, Krsna forgot to return to the village and told the Queen of His heart: "Dearest One! Look, the eastern direction (the wife of the sun) seeing the sun rising in the morning, his body reddened by touching the other directions (directions are female) turned red out of envy, like a mistress who sees her lover approaching at dawn with the sign of love-enjoyment of another lady on his body!" (96-97) Look, 0 intoxicated girl! This lotus flower says to the water lily: "0 Lily! Look, even though he is the destroyer of the darkness of all sins and is most peaceful, your lover the moon has fallen from the sky after touching the morningred (Alternate reading: This brahmana, who is twice-born like the moon, fell from his caste after drinking Varuni-wine). Hearing these words from the lotus flower, who is exclusively dependent on the now rising sun, and very happy through its association (its warm rays), t water lily becomes shy and covers her face with her petals in the morning. (98) Seeing darkness destroyed by the moon at nighttime, the cuckoos who are also black, called ku huu , disturbed by fear that they would similarly perish. They called out for a dark moon night when the sun is devoured by the eclipse along with the moon. (99)

The forest is full of joy because of uniting with her lover the spring. It is as if the she-pigeon shrieks slightly because of love-excitement. (100)

"0 Moon faced girl! Look! Just when the female bee is trying to crawl out of the slowly opening lotus petals in which she was captured at night, she is followed by a bee who was colored yellow from his playing with the pollen of the water lilies." (101)

"Afraid that her lover may come, a Cakravaki-bird quickly kisses a red Kokanada-lotus made twice as red by the rays of morning glory" (102)

"0 Sweet-voiced girl! Seeing Us, this swan named Kalasvana leaves his beloved, who is eager for love play and joyfully comes upon the Yamuna-bank, spreading out his wings!" (103)

0 Lotus faced girl! Look! The goose named Tundakeri leaves her husband the swan holding a lotus stem which was left over by her husband in her beak, making sweet sounds while staring at Your lotus face. Thus she follows her lover." (104) Note: According to Srila Rupa Gosvami, Kalasvana is Krsna's pet swan and Tundakeri is Sri Radhika's pet goose.

"Look! The wind, moving through the sandal trees, carrying the fragrance of lotus flowers, teaches the vines, who are like his young maiden pupils, how to dance, blows around the water, taking away the fatigue and perspiration of the best of women and her lover!" (105)

Krishna Bhavanamrita Chapter 2

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Those sakhis, whose affection knew no bounds, entered the kunja cottage, knowing that Radha and Krishna had finished Their loveplay. Seeing this, Sri Radhika at once loosened Herself from Krishna's embrace and got up from bed. She obtained Her maidservants' loyalty by frowning in an exaggerated way, while they all sat around Her. Sri Hari pretended to still be asleep, being thirsty after the nectar of their conversation. Sri Radhika said, "Bho friends. You are most fortunate today to act as My friends. It's very fortunate that you have blessed Me with your audience. Have you come here to purchase Me? O arrogant ones, I am a housewife! You have brought Me here from My house into the forest, forcibly handed Me over to this boy, an expert at destroying the housewives' chastity, and then disappeared. Today you protected the old merit of My piety, on the strength of which I could lie down next to Him all night without having My chastity ravaged. O, friends, now Nidradevi (the goddess of sleep) lives in the eyes ofHim with whom I spent the night. He is tired from staying up for many nights, making love with thousands of gopis. In this way, Nidradevi helped Me tremendously!"
Lalita said, "Sakhi, who does not know Your famous chastity, and who does not know about Krishna's celibacy? Even the sruti (the Gopala Tapani Upanishad) praises Krishna as a brahmacari. The eyes of the sakhis are very pleased to see Your spotless association with Him. Krishna is not even touched by the goddess of sleep because He keeps His vow of celibacy! We can truly understand that He associates with You through Cupid."
After Lalita said this, Visakha said, "Sakhi Lalita, I know it all! For the sake of getting happiness, Radha and Krishna gave up Their bodies at the Kamya Kupa at Prayaga (or 'They merged in the sacrifice of Cupid')."

Bhavana Sara Sangraha 41,45

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“O ocean of good qualities! Beloved of Raadhaa! Sun who makes the Vrndaavana lotuses bloom! Mountain of the jewels of artistic skills! Glory unto You. O master, what could You be thinking as You lie there, even though the night has ended? Why does that bower bed seem so good to You when You know it’s time for Your family to awaken?”
“O Moon-face! Having obtained the embrace of Vrajendra-nandana, all fear is gone from Your heart. But why, even at the end of night, do You lie there sound a-sleep? Why don’t You at least move to another place in this kunja, which is ornamented by swarms of drunken bees? Don’t You even consider what Your elders might say if they caught You here?”

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ovinda Lilamrita. Chapter 1. 107-108

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Seeing that Radha and Krsna, because of Their very sweet conversation, forgot
to return home, Vrndadevi became upset, more so since all the gopis were also intoxicated with love and were just smiling affectionately (not doing anything). Then an old she-monkey named Kakkhati, who was sitting in a tree, began to recite verses on Vrnda's indication, knowing her time had come. She said: "Daybreak comes, dressed in red cloth like a female ascetic with matted locks (jatila), praised by virtuous men, her rays of sunshine rising (in the sky)." (Alternate reading: Jatila, Radha's mother-in-law, who wears red cloth and who is praised by the quarrelsome, performs her austere morning-ablutions nearby, spreading her cloth to dry in the sun). (107-108)
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Citra said, "Sakhi, What is this benefit?"
Visakha said, "After bathing in Prayaga, Their virtue was strengthened again, so now They are united again (or 'They engaged Their purified minds in Yoga again'.) Sri Radhika had attained the acyuta yoga siddhi ('infallible mystic perfection' or 'union with Acyuta, Krishna') through vairagya dhuradhara ('carrying the weight of renunciation' or 'having the color from chewing pan removed from her lips by Krishna's kisses'), nairgunya mukta harini ('liberation by transcending the three modes of material nature' or 'having Her pearl necklace broken by Krishna') and niranjanodara drik ('objective transcendental vision' or 'having Her eyeliner wiped away by Krishna'). Krishna took shelter of His subservient Yoganidra ('mystic slumber' or 'feigned sleep') to experience His full atmabhutva ('self-born nature' or 'ecstatic experience'). He is worshipped by transcendentalists for liberation as He sits on His yoga asana (or 'on His bed of flower petals in the kunja') having attained siddhi ('mystic perfection' or 'ecstaic satisfaction'). But, O Sakhis, Radhika's siddhi is greater! There are wonderful moonbeams shining on Her sky-like chest (or 'Her chest is full of nail marks') and mental affliction ('mental distress' or 'erotic agitation")."

As Hari heard this, His body became studded with goose bumps of ecstasy. Vainly trying to control His laughter, He was moistened by perspiration; and smilingly gave up His feigned sleep. Suddenly He got up and showed the sakhis His chest, saying, "Ham Ho! Look at the wonderful (Citra means wonderful or one sakhi) moonbeams (Indulekha means moonbeam or one other sakhi) on My chest, which are the only source of My life and happiness!"

Sri Radhika lowered Her head and giggled, covering Her mouth with Her veil and looking at Krishna with knitted eyebrows. Then She slightly touched Hari's chest with Her lotus-like hand and pointed at the marks there, saying, "O Lover, if these wonderful (Citra) moonbeams (Indulekha) are on your chest, then why did not Lalita and Visakha (unlike Citra and Indulekha) also get a place there, although they are so qualified? They would accept Your nail marks and repay You threefold!"

The sakhis then said to Krishna, "We heard that You spent the whole night fast asleep. Which lady then has made these nail marks on your chest? Sri Radhika is the Queen of all chaste girls, so She could not have given up Her virtue by doing this."

Krishna said, "Yes, friends, the vine of Sri Radhika's piety is very strong. Therefor, She defeated Me in last night's erotic battle, although She's just a weak girl. Look, She dug into My chest with Her nail-weapons!"

The sakhis asked Krishna, "O Gallant One, How did Sri Radhika carve Your chest with Her nails?" Krishna then showed them by biting their lips with His teeth and scratching their breasts with His nails.

Looking in this way at Madhusudana (the Krishna-honeybee), who was intoxicated from drinking the honey of the blooming lotus-faces of the gopis in the forest in the morning, Vrindadevi was immersed in an ocean of bliss; but she trembled out of fear, also. The rays of the fullmoon-like faces of Sri Radhika and the gopis had arisen and the moonlit night was over. So, Vrinda looked to see if Radha and Krishna's love games were over or not, being doubtful at heart. It is said in the Vedas that as much as darkness is dispelled, that much knowlege is revealed, and accordingly the disease of the heart, lust, is destroyed. But, Vrinda thinks the opposite. She thinks that Radha and Krishna's passion increases as the daylight comes. The customs of Vraja are not perceived by the Vedas

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“O Sudati!17 A group of honeybees, drunk from sporting in the laps of the white water lil- ies, becomes restless now and engages in a love tryst with a cluster of blooming lotuses! The cause of the bees growing tired of the lilies and their excitement for the lotuses can only be the time of day.”(Krishnanika-kaumudi 1.7)

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“The stars have faded from the sky, Your necklace has fallen from Your body, and the white flowers from the Ωephålikå trees have dropped to the ground. Even though all three have lost their ornaments, only You have kept Your exquisite beauty.” (Krishnanika-kaumudi1.10)

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“Just as the pearls from Your broken necklace have fallen to the ground, the stars have disappeared from the sky and now only a few remain. Just look! Arundhatî,18 astonished at seeing You sleeping for so long on the chest of Your lover, hides her face within the constel- lation of Seven Rishis.” (Krishnanika-kaumudi1.11)

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In this way, after hearing the sweet, pleasant words of the Ωukas and Ωårikås, Sri Radha awoke, able to sleep no longer. Then Sri Krishna also awoke, having been satisfied by His rest- ful slumber,. (Krishnanika-kaumudi 1.28)

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As They both gave up Their drowsiness, Their eyes opened simultaneously and They began to cast wonderful side-long glances at each other. Then Their minds began to whirl and They became very disturbed, so much so that it interfered with Their vision of each other. This made them very unhappy. (Krishnanika-kaumudi1.29)
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Seeing that Radha and Krsna, because of Their sweet conversation forgot to return home, Kakkhati monkey makes Them hear Jatila’s name, so that They have to emerge from the kunja to run down separate paths to Their individual homes in great fear.
Radha and Krsna, who are the very forms of Vraja's welfare, became upset with fear at the hearing of Jatila's name and They came out of the kunja, despite being full of unfulfilled desires. Seeing Them running down separate paths to Their individual homes in great fear, pulling up Their loosened clothes, hairs and garlands, trembling out of fear from hearing Jatila's name, the sakhis also became scared and started running here and there. (109-110)

Krsna turned His neck here and there, looking around, thinking that Candravali's friends were on His left (not wanting to be seen with Radhika by Her rivals), His superiors in Vraja before Him, Jatila and Kutila coming up behind Him and His beloved going home towards the south, being very eager to see Her still. Then lsvari (Radhika), fearing that Jatila followed Her and being afflicted by the weight of Her breasts and thighs, holding Her loosened garments and hair with both Her hands, ran back to Vraja, sometimes fast and sometimes more slowly. (112)


Sri Rupa Manjari, wanting to bring Radhika safely home, seated Her in the chariot of her own mind and then followed Her, covering the path with the curtain of her eyes, that were ash grey and flickering because of her fear and her attachment (to Radhika). (113)


Warding off outsiders with the arrows of her restless glances shot in all directions, Rati Manjari also followed Radhika, her heart beating with fear, leading the way like a phalanx of soldiers. (114)


Fearfully Radha and Krsna stepped across Their own courtyards, their restless eyes cast on the doors of Their elders. Then They fearlessly entered into Their individual rooms and lay down in Their own beds, Their minds afflicted with fatigue. (115)

The very expert sakhis who nourish the Lord's pastimes and whose movements cannot be traced, returned to their individual homes just like the Vedas who, at the time of the universal dissolution, enter back into the Lord when Acyuta, having finished His enjoyment, goes to sleep in His own abode. (116)

Krishna Bhavanamrita Chapter 2

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Vrinda saw no other way to break Radha and Krishna's loving fatigue but to engage the old she-monkey Kakkhati in speaking some harsh words to force Them to separate. She thought, "Alas! There's no otther way than this!"
Kakkhati said, "O Krishna! You contaminated these chaste girls with the mud of adultery, and You will not even leave them alone in the morning time! As a reaction to all this, Jatila is now quickly coming here from Vraja. Simply upon hearing the three syllables Ja-ti-la all the gopis turned pale, and their anxiety made the oceam of their love play diminish to a spoonful. The gopis fearfully said, "O alas, friends! What to do now? How can we secretly return home?" as they stumbled out of the kunja- cottage into the courtyard. "The night, that gave us just a little pleasure, is now over, and the miserable Jatila has come to devour the fruitful vines of our desires and to shower us with the flowers of misery!"

Some sakhis and maidservants then entered the kunja-cottage again to fetch Radha and Krishna's broken flower garlands, Their nectarean food remnants and Their different ornaments, which they ecstaticly divided among themselves. Radha and Krishna's desires to separate and unite got into a fight and if the first one (the desire to separate) was just slightly defeated, Krishna's arm would beautify Radhika's shoulder. Seeing this, the peacocks perceived Radha and Krishna to be a lightning vine embraced by a raincloud on earth. They happily spread out their feathers, danced and sang 'ke ka.' Tha maidservants had the same illusory vision. While Radha and Krishna thus proceeded to Vraja in Their embrace, They eagerly looked into each other's faces. They also fearfully looked in all directions, thinking, "Somebody's watching us!" At that time, Cupid failed to shoot his darts, because although the lotus flowers in his kingdom bloom up when the sun rises, he became worried and forgot to fix his darts during this sunrise, which afflicted the lotus-like gopis.


The soldier of eagerness was defeated by the soldier of fear when Radha and Krishna reached the outskirts of Vraja, forcibly taking taking away the jewel-like embrace of Krishna's arm around fair-eyed Radhika's shoulder. Fear personified then admonished Radha and Krishna, forbidding Them to even walk on the same path together. Their maidservants had to cry when they saw how pitifully They looked at each other then. Radha and Krishna's moonlike-faces instantly lost their luster from sorrow because of being forced to walk on separate paths, like stars that lose their luster when they come before the moon. Radha and Krishna became sad because of having to separate after having first attained the jewels of each other's hearts. Their pure love guaranteed Their next meeting.Losing Sri Radhika's company, Krishna went alone to Vraja. At that time, a young girl personifying unlimited pain obstructed Him by embracing Him (Krishna, feeling great pain of separation, could not walk on anymore), and He shed warm tears of sorrow. Sri Radhika's entire body, except Her hair and nails, was studded with blisters of severe separation, and since She was delaying Her return home with a stumbling gate, Her friends took Her along.


Sri Radhika said, "Friends, alas! I'm dying from the pain of separation! How will you take me to Vraja? Why engage in this calamity? Fate became my enemy, taking away My blissfull union with Krishna! How can you lock Me up in My mother-in-law's house? Lalita, you took Me out of My home today and made Me reenter it again on the same day. Why did you vainly make me greedy after stepping into the nectar- ocean of Krishna's company? Sakhi, the sun that I saw setting just now is yet again rising in the east! Now the night has become as illusory as a flower in the sky. Was there no night today? Curses on My ears! Curses on My tongue! Curses on My eyes! They are always burning with the fever of erotic eagerness, unable to drink even a drop of the nectar of Krishna's nice voice, nice taste and nice form!"


Lalita said, "O naive girl! Today the yoga of nocturnal union with Krishna recited the nirveda almanac (nirveda refers to impious acts , like adultery, that are forbidden by the Vedas) to You. Now, Your separation is also reciting the nirveda almanac (here, nirveda means lamentation) to You. The union made You taste the nectar of Acyuta, and the separation made You taste bitter poison. Alas!" Sri Radhika, the Supreme Goddess of love of Krishna, could not understand the words of Her girlfriends. Being surrounded by them, She entered Her house without being seen by the people of Vraja and lay down on Her bed.

lunes, 21 de noviembre de 2011

Stealing the Clothes of the Gopis Sri Srimad Purnachandra Das Goswami


When the gopés were very young, they developed
an intense love for Krishna. Hankering to directly meet
Lord Krishna before actually meeting him is a kind of
love in separation called pürva-raga. The vraja-gopés
desired to have a relationship with Krishna as their
husband. Such was the desire of Dhanya Sakhi and
the other virgin girls of Vrindavan. Individually, they
secretly supplicated various deities with the object
of having Krishna as their husband, but they were
confused by the apparent failure of these efforts.
Each of them prayed to reside in Nanda Bhavan with
Nanda Baba and Yasodamayi as their parents-in-law
and Krishna as their husband birth after birth.
In
due course of time, these girls met each other near
the Yamuna. Though from different places, if many
people simultaneously seek out the same goal, they
come in contact with each other, just as students meet
at the residence of their guru. When these girls met,
they immediately felt a deep empathy for each other.
When this friendship was established, they revealed
their heartfelt desires to each other. Although the
hearts of those in love may be concealed, they are
clear to those who are experiencing the same feelings.
One day, as they were divulging their heart’s desire
to each other and weeping, their well-wisher Vrinda
arrived there in the dress of a female ascetic. Vrinda
had been thinking, “The mutual love between
these girls and the prince of Vraja possesses an
indescribable power to bring them together. This
love is far beyond the common affection of people
in this world. Therefore they should worship some
other god, other than Krishna personally.”
Upon arriving amongst the gopés, Vrinda accepted
their respectful greetings and gave them her blessings.
She said, “I am a resident of this forest and I couldn’t
help but see how you are suffering due to your
love. My heart has been torn with compassion, so I
have come here. I ask you to carefully listen to my
knowledge of magical ritual by which you will be able
to fulfill your desires. It will not require extreme effort
as you shall only have to exert yourselves for a month.
I learned of these things from the compassionate
Yogamaya, the reservoir of all spells and incantations,
after I entreated her through austerities.”

Thus thinking of the girls’ welfare, Vrinda initiated
the gopés by whispering a mantra into their ears and
by instructing them in the rules and regulations for
austerities meant to accompany the chanting of the
mantra. She then disappeared. As soon as she left,
the gopés joyfully began applying her instructions.
The mothers of these young girls wanted them
to get married and so encouraged them to perform
worship. But the mothers were worried that any
austerities would be too much for the girls due to their
tender and fragile young bodies. Thus their mothers
affectionately warned them, “How can your young
bodies endure austerities? And how will you get the
needed determination? We have never seen you do
such things before.” Their mothers’ doubts, however,
simply increased their determination to perform the
vrata. Their mothers also asked them, “O girls, who
will you worship? Will you worship Uma or Umapati
or maybe Lord Brahma? What type of püjä will you
do? Will you need any wealth to perform the püjä?
And who will be the äcärya to guide you in the
chanting of the Vedic mantras? Please consider all
these details and then tell us your decision.”
A vrata, vow, is specified by käla, deça, saìkalpa,
mantra and iñöa-deva. The vraja-gopés were
planning to perform a specific vrata, and, by the
mercy of Vrinda-devi, they knew all of the particulars
for that vrata. The time (käla) was set for the first day
of the waning moon at the beginning of the month
of Märgaçérña (November-December). The place
(deça) to perform it was also planned: the pristine
and beautiful banks of the Yamuna River. Their
saìkalpa, desired goal, was deeply established in
the core of their hearts: to attain the son of Nanda as
their husband. The iñöa-deva to whom they would
offer worship was to be goddess Katyayani, and the
mantra they were going to chant during the offerings
began with the words kätyäyani mahä-mäye.
It was the first month of the Hemanta season,
winter. The girls briefly told their mothers, “We are
going to worship Katyayani.” They did not tell their
mothers much more because they were afraid that
if their mothers would keep asking questions then
the secret in their hearts would be revealed.
That is
one of the meanings of the word gopé. The Sanskrit
root gup means “to hide”. Therefore, a girl who hides
her love for Sri Krishna is known as a gopé.
The gopés
knew that if one reveals the flavor of ones love to
others, it dissipates, just as spices lose their flavor if
the lids of their containers are not kept tightly closed.
The vrata required that they eat only boiled
rice and dal without any spices and to rise early
every morning and bathe in the cold waters of the
Yamuna River. There on the banks of the Yamuna
they would worship goddess Katyayani and offer
her prayers. They walked together every morning
at dawn to take their morning baths, and then they
worshipped goddess Katyayani. Every morning
they made a mürti of Katyayani from sand.
The bodies of the gopés revealed a special kind of
beauty during this time of austerity. They did not use
oil while bathing, and thus their skin and hair appeared
dry, clean and fresh like açoka leaves washed by rain.
They also did not chew any tämbüla, so the natural
hue of their lips was manifest. From eating only once
a day their bodies became thin and lost their natural
effulgence. Seeing their emaciated condition, the
vrajaväsés felt pity for them.

Their burning desire to obtain Krishna caused
them to often lay awake at night. And before they
took rest they would secretly discuss how and
where they would meet the following morning.
Then when they would meet in the morning they
would respectfully greet one another and lovingly
embrace. They would sometimes call out to each
other by name, “O fortunate girl, where are you?
Why are you wasting time? Come!” As they walked
together in the early morning toward the Yamuna,
they would hold hands and sing songs about
Krishna, teasing each other by exposing their own
goals in song. Because they were effulgent, they
appeared like a garland of lightening bolts moving
on the earth.
Yamuna Devi could directly perceive the desire in
their hearts. She knew that they all wanted Krishna
as their husband. She welcomed them with her
waves, desiring to embrace them, and respectfully
called, “Come, come sakhis! Welcome!” When the
eager gopés arrived at the bank of the Yamuna,
they immediately threw off their woolen cadars,
revealing their thin white underclothes for bathing.
Thus they appeared more beautiful than fallen snow.
Shivering and sighing due to the chill morning air,
the young girls smiled and giggled at one another
upon noticing that their friends felt the same way.
Their lips quivered, revealing their jasmine bud-like
teeth. They further reacted to the cold, making a
comic scene by slapping their arms together and
crossing their legs in a contorted, humorous fashion.
They offered obeisances to Yamuna Devi before
entering the river, and after bathing they gleefully
ran back up the river bank, feeling elated at having
bravely tolerated her icy waters.
After coming out, the water dripping from their
garments fell onto the earth. It appeared that their
garments were shedding tears after being tortured by
the cold water. As they gracefully dried themselves
with soft cloths, the gopés looked very beautiful. Their
beauty was enhanced by their chanting of the sweet
names of Krishna.
The sweetness from their breath
attracted bees that flew in front of their faces. But the
gopés became annoyed, blinking and twitching their
eyebrows, because the bees were creating a breeze
by flapping their wings. Feeling compassionate,
Suryadev gradually dispersed their chill by caressing
them with his gentle, warm rays. Thus Suryadev
offered more affection for the gopés than to his own
daughter Yamuna Devi. (To be continued.)